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I haven't felt this level of anxiety before in my life. I mean...since college started for me, I've been having breakdowns and stressing myself out pretty much...ever other few days or so, and like...I just, I don't know. I breakdown 99% of the time because I want that A, I need that A, I deserve that A, but then there's that part of me that fears the worse and not getting that A for that one work will just fuck me over for the rest of the semester & that's when the te...
FarflungWandererYou can do it, Sweets. Hang tough.
Mar 23 2015 10:55 PM
moanareinaAh, the ambitious...I know that feeling. Getting a good grade but not the highest makes me go like: If I only took studying more serious I could have gotten that 6 (we grade from 6 to 1, 6 is highest 1 is not fulfilled task and 4 is what keeps you in...everything below 4 is not sufficient. So a 5.5 is pretty good but it is not a 6...) But in the end...no one asks for your grades! No one really cares.
Mar 24 2015 05:16 AM
sweetsThank you so much for the words everyone, I appreciate it!! :) <3 <3
Mar 24 2015 11:24 PM
Sometimes I get a warning and sometimes I don't. I feel a major depression coming on. I'm not sure what to do about it except to hope I sleep well tonight and get some exercise tomorrow. There is a NAMI meeting at 1:00 pm tomorrow afternoon, so I can plan on going to that. All I know is that depression feels awful and I hope I can get through this episode without hospitalization.
Helvetios*hugs* above all, take care of yourself. you can do it.
Mar 23 2015 10:40 PM
mymistakeDon't harm yourself.
Mar 24 2015 04:12 PM
How it's taken me this long to get into Bill Evans is beyond me.
FuegoHe's a classic. I have his "Take 5" in the car for trips.
Mar 23 2015 10:55 PM
FuegoOops, thinking of Dave Brubeck. Bill Evans is great also...
Mar 24 2015 09:06 PM
I know I am not the happiest person in the world. But...I am always as happy as I can.
CptPicardHang in there moanareina. :-) There is nothing wrong with you. All of us are that way.
Mar 24 2015 09:07 AM
moanareinaThanks. Thing is...somehow I feel like everyone expects me one to be happy and makes it look like there is something wrong with you when you are not. Instead of trying to see that you actually are way happier than you have been and the level of happiness is not because you don't try or hang on to bad thoughts or whatever...but just that you had a life that has made you feel the way you do. And others who go through the emotions you do actually do worse. Some cut themselves...or worse.
Mar 24 2015 12:04 PM
Today I overheard a xian trying to convert my atheist friend. Not on my watch piss face.
CptPicardThe best thing you can do is be there for your friend. Try to help him/her to work through any of the confusion that the xian may have planted in his/her mind. :)
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Mar 23 2015 03:30 PM
I'm in the mood to make soap. -_-
Mar 23 2015 12:06 PM
Who wants me to translate the OT to the BJV? I have Genesis done so far... Glory!
Last day of spring break... :(
SophrosyneYeah it sucks.
Mar 22 2015 04:26 PM
Joy Unspeakable (Part 8): A Match made in Heaven: By undercover agnostic ~ The same twisted faith that utterly... http://t.co/fLxgcSFN3m
Gonna continue being pretty inactive. Not feeling well. Sorry.
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Mar 22 2015 01:00 PM
yuneaAwwwwwwww, thank you so much, all. *hugs!* <3 <3
I'm going to see my doctor today. Hopefully he can figure out whether I should change my meds or something. It gets boring to feel so weak most of the time.
Mar 25 2015 12:20 AM
Got my tattoo finished today. Boy it was a rough first 20 minutes(I wasn't feeling too hot) but I'll post pics on my thread later =) I also got my next one scheduled. It's gonna be on my leg so it will be a lot less painful
Mar 21 2015 08:31 PM
FreeThinkerNZ → Sees
Playing a D&D board game with hubby on this rainy weekend. I missed out on this stuff when I was a kid thanks to my parents getting caught up in the Satanic Panic in the 1980's.