Falloutdude

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Falloutdude last won the day on May 8 2011

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About Falloutdude

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    The Mental Man
  • Birthday 07/14/1992

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    I just want to be able to be me, without fear.

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  1. Doctor Who And Taylor Swift

    Arrrgh! Critical hit to the feels!!
  2. Scalia's career was filled with bigotry and hypocrisy. I see nothing wrong without neglecting to pay homage to him.

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    2. FreeThinkerNZ

      FreeThinkerNZ

      Obama didn't neglect to pay homage to him, he had Biden go in his place, as heads of state often do.

    3. Lilith666

      Lilith666

      @florduh When did Scalia commit murder?

    4. florduh

      florduh

      Lilith666: I don't know if Scalia murdered anyone. My point was that being appointed to a high office doesn't automatically make one worthy of executing that office in a beneficial way or make the person worthy of respect if he's a douche.

  3. Is this 'Ash Wednesday' new? I haven't seen it until this year.

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    2. pratt

      pratt

      ash wednesday, maudy thursday,,,,, think i had that in methodist tradition

    3. Cousin Ricky

      Cousin Ricky

      Catholics also celebrate Maudy Thursday, although they don't call it that.

    4. SilentLoner

      SilentLoner

      Saw that all through my childhood lol. But then again that was in a tiny catholic country. Its less common in the US.

  4. It's funny how now in my life religion rarely ever presents itself as an issue or something I worry about or obsess over. I feel like I'm largely able to live my normal life much more freely. I'm honestly surprised this period in my life has come, especially given how much I obsessed about it before.

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    2. FreeThinkerNZ

      FreeThinkerNZ

      that's so good to hear! esp. considering the struggles you have had

       

    3. Margee

      Margee

      I'm soooo happy for you Dude!! (hug)

    4. mymistake

      mymistake

      Nice to see you again Falloutdude. Glad to hear things are working good for you.

  5. Lesson learned. Telling someone you like them is ultimately not worth the subsequent pain of rejection. Loneliness is much less painful, I knew this intuitively before, but now I am reminded by experience. I'm tired of getting my heart broke, it's just not worth it.

    1. ficino

      ficino

      I've been there too, dude. Eventually I thought maybe the "fishing" analogy sort of works: you cast your line out there, and a lot of times, you don't get any bites, but sometimes you do. Don't give up on the whole of humanity! Stepping back and delving into, and developing, those parts of yourself/your life that have the most to give to someone may be a good move. Anyway, thinking of you, f

       

  6. I've been out for too long, for this shit to still effect me as much as it does sometimes.

    1. FreeThinkerNZ

      FreeThinkerNZ

      Patience, grasshopper. You were indoctrinated for a long time, it can take a while to recover. Try to be gentle with yourself.

  7. So apparently I'm less of a man/many women wouldn't date me because I've had sex with another man. Meh, good thing I don't really want to be with a woman. :P

    1. Helvetios

      Helvetios

      Can you really think of anything manlier than having sex with another man, though

    2. FreeThinkerNZ

      FreeThinkerNZ

      FWIW, I have no issue about sex with a bi guy. I would have an issue dating a guy who was bi but in denial about it. In my world, any sexual orientation is fine.

    3. Deidre

      Deidre

      Hmmm wonder what their reasons were. why would it matter?

  8. I give up on love and romance. Everyone just uses you and throws you away when they're done, like a damn kleenex. i'm tired of having my heart torn apart.

    1. violetbutterfly
    2. milesaway

      milesaway

      i totally agree. i've had it with guys who treat me like shit and abandon me when something else comes along. i'm done with guys who treat me like a last resort, and my trust won't come easy or cheap anymore.

  9. I require cuddles with a nice, tender man, stat. ;)

  10. R.I.P. Ex-C Chat

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    2. FreeThinkerNZ

      FreeThinkerNZ

      Idk, looks like there's plenty of people in the ex-c chatroom at the moment.

    3. bdp

      bdp

      I don't have access to the chatroom.

    4. Falloutdude

      Falloutdude

      it's just that it's not as busy/active as it was just a week or so ago. Idk.

  11. Wtf do you not understand about an HOUR lunch. Not one and a half hours, ONE. Two different coworkers, two days in a fucking row leaving me out there myself...Ok, I'm done bitching about it now...

    1. Fuego

      Fuego

      Our bosses stuck GPS units on our vans because guys were driving around all day, going out to the lake, etc. Guys were complaining about being watched all the time. Freakin deserve it for that kind of behavior.

  12. Got caught by my mom putting makeup on, planned on putting it on in the bathroom, I guess I always knew I wouldn't be able hide it forever, I just figured I'd last longer than one hour....

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    2. mymistake

      mymistake

      So she gave you lip-gloss as a test? I hope your mother learns to accept you for who you are.

    3. Falloutdude

      Falloutdude

      She didn't mind the lip gloss, but it made me want to buy eyeliner, eye shadow, and lipstick. I basically told her either she accepts it, of she's not going to be able to be a part of my life. She says she does, but I told her it's going to have to take time for me to trust her, considering her past actions. MM it wasn't a test, I guess somehow she didn't consider it a girl thing. idk.

    4. GypsyMoon

      GypsyMoon

      Weird, at least she's making an effort to accept it though :) better than most responses you could've gotten

  13. OMG I can access the site again! :D Thank you Dave!

  14. It's difficult to put on a smile and act alright, so as to not dampen their spirits as you assist them with their issues, when inside, you're crying.

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    2. Falloutdude

      Falloutdude

      Actually making my friend feel better made me feel a little better, so I guess it's sometimes good to fake it till you make it.

    3. Darklady

      Darklady

      you are pretty cool :) hang in there

    4. Thumbelina

      Thumbelina

      "Actually making my friend feel better made me feel a little better, so I guess it's sometimes good to fake it till you make it."

       

      It's a rule that God set up, that's why I said that being on here helped me; I came on here trying to explain to folk that everlasting torture is NOT God's way (so many folk had anxiety over that) & I got blessed, then it made me develop a fondness for folk around here & I don't forget the folk on this website :)

  15. I wish there were a more cohesive/united LGBT community here. I feel isolated.

    1. FreeThinkerNZ

      FreeThinkerNZ

      Do you mean where you live? I empathise.

    2. Falloutdude

      Falloutdude

      Yes, there are no gay bars or active LGBT activist groups or anything here.