Lost

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About Lost

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    Doubter
  • Birthday 06/27/1993

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    Female
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    Religion, Films, Music, Nursing, Social Issues, Mental Illnesses
  • More About Me
    I lost my mum when I was about 9 years old. That personal tragedy pushed me close to God in Catholic Church. In 2011 I was baptised in Evangelical Church on my own will, but with a little bit shadow of doubt. Because I have been creating story for film for 5 years in my head (not on a paper, because of lack of motivation) I was looking for information on different subjects connected with religion and belief or non-belief. That's how I came to salvation in CHrist and that's how my doubts started to grow. Now I don't know what to expect.

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  • Still have any Gods? If so, who or what?
    I don't know anymore

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  1. In my small church where I live come people who are very emotionally hurt. Some of them were thinking about suicide, including me (but not really serious). Probably there is no surprise that so many people, especially mentally and emotionally hurt come to church to seek freedom from their daily inner battles...they experienced regection from society, close ones, therapists, medication and they desire to lead normal life. Unfortunately, usually these people when they become Christians throw away medications or minimalize dosage, they talk about how devil attacks them and they need to completely trust Jesus, brothers and sisters pray for their healing, but they still have obsessive, depressive thoughts. Maybe, there are people who truly, completely experienced change, I don't know. I also have lots of heart for homeless people and... for mentally ill people, emotionally hurt and for orphans. I wish I could help them all, even without spiritual intervention. But I am a lazy ass. I don't really like how society usually only sees physically ill people.
  2. When I go on the bus, I see poster of Alpha course with Bear Grylls's face next to Franciscans Catholic Church in my hometown in Poland. It seems like it is spread all over the world. And it's called an amazing adventure...
  3. In my opinion author of this video exaggerates. There is plenty people in this world that are born men and kinda look feminine and women looking manly. I was very into conspiracy theories so it still sort of seems to make me thinking about things like that and freak out: "What if I'm wrong?".
  4. Sorry, it's a really weird topic...
  5. Definitely You are right. I live in Poland since I was born and here people are crazy about Catholic traditions. Johovah Witnesses and Protestants are kind of weirdos for people in my country. And some of them while curiosity are trapped into Bible believing groups. I guess, nowadays especially in America people really have difficulties in many ways, because of Christianity. Here where I live Atheists mostly fight with Catholic Church to get out from school religion classes. In my case, I was in Catholic Church till age 16-17 and then went to Evangelical Church after reading all conspiracy theories and biblical prophecies on the Internet and I treated that as Lord's answer for my life and now I'm still in the closet, probably for 3 more years. Hope skysoar15 that You will find true fulfillment and hope in Your life.
  6. Yeah, I feel the same. Sometimes I wonder why once I was like this and why I can't believe anymore. They are somehow lucky that they believe so strongly without any torture inside. I agree. In my case it was always so natural to believe in God (especially after my mum's death) and it was strange for me that someone doesn't believe or doesn't pay attention to a creator of the world.
  7. Today, while searching on the Internet I came across the topic of Gender Inversion among celebrities. I was shocked. I don't consider that as a truth...come on. But in the same time I wonder if this might actually exist or is it the next conspiracy theory. Are actors, actresses, models and other artists of Hollywood one big family with transgendered secrets? Have You ever thought about it?
  8. I WISH I was born in Christian family and never loose faith or in family without religion and feel natural and good about it or being a person who just doesn't care about any religion or spirituality of any kind. Why I have to be an obsessive questioner, doubter and stuck in my life for no reason and then die alone with this uncomfortable sense of painful unsureness?
  9. You ALL are so smart and have lots of to say, but I'm still kind of not completely satisfied with your answers. I noticed that mostly that what keeps people bound with churches are their personal experiences with God, very often complicated. Some even say that "I would kill myself if Jesus would not rescue me". Many people have emotional problems, many can't accept taking medication for depression or schizophrenia to the end of their life and they can't stand common ignorance of psychiatrists. They try to find hope in Jesus. There are people in the world that have no families, have sick minds and church seems to be their merciful shelter. They don't think about science. Hard circumstances of their lives decide about their fate over their minds. If I would experience God in the way like Ian McCormack or Howard Storm it would be really hard for me to just ignore this whole experience and continue to accept evolution. But yeah...evolution is a pure TRUTH...at least I think or hope so.
  10. You are right in all way Insightful Very deep.
  11. Yeah, it's like their personal stories shouldn't be take as evidence, but in the same time there is something about it, that makes many people thinking about faith again.
  12. You put it everything in right words. Lots of stories keep many believers one step far from quitting on faith.
  13. Yeah, it was kind of disturbing, but this man sometimes has a need to make strange jokes and comments.
  14. Geezer and florduh...like always short and rational without any shit Wish my brain would work that simple, but I've got INFP type of personality. Need to analyze everything deeply.
  15. But please yunea don't try to do this in the evening or in the night. Although we all are much more on the rational side, reading and watching disturbing stories during late hours gives some goosebumps. I still can't get rid of some pictures out of my head.