... I'm still in question about the idea if we really have a Soul or Spirit. I as much as Physicist that have the Perodic Table that list the seperate Universal elements of Chemisty terms. And then each element that is more elusive, lighter, quicker, transparent in structure. There is that for which does exist.

... Physicist are still working at how particles, the most elusive elements behave and how fast they can travel and can go through other elements. Knowing that Light is this wave that can travel the fastest through space. And the gas elements are invisable to us. There is these Nutrinos (Sp?) that goes through the ground and x-rays that go through other elements.

... Can we be a part of an existing element, that a biological brain harnesses? Is it that with the other elements made to give such a spirit element its senses with the other elements? If it could control other elements, maybe it can prove this.

... Now I am in question about the possible idea of a Deity that is doing this Universe. I think Man makes up Gods and Religion for getting control of people of their culture to support it. I think life is this spiritual element of the universe that has been forming life, to harness the spiritual element that gives us this cognition and to notice the aesthethics that this universe that isn't cognitive enough to notice such lifeless elements at extreme behavor.

... Who is aware of the astroids crashing on another matter of a ball of matter in space? Why is it being this as it does exist? Then such matter now is transformed to exist with awareness of itself.

... If such a Deity isn't impressed of humans making deception with Gods and Religion. Perhaps the real Deity isn't impressed of making anything of it.

... Why do I see opposition in Religions? If a real Deity did something, we would fight harder for that religion and make life worse. I see something here that puts another perspective to this whole mess we have here on Earth.

... If this Deity did something where I was thinking of the Christian Religion. I might be more into the Christian Religion. As with such a Deity of Nature and Universe. It would be responding in a way to decieve us in the religion that is deceiving us. So the Pantheism could be true in my mind.

... Could we appreciate what we see of this Nature and Universe and understand the diversity it does to show us life in its wonderous ways? Can we select what we like and have more of it for an after life? I wish there will be more life for being a spirit. I keep hoping. But I am also trying to stay with realistic reason. And I do not accept Religious Gods and Cults this world caters to us for.

... The Native Americans I think had the idea. Christianity has smothered it away.