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Finding My Oasis In Uncertainties Of This World # 1


NimbusBirdMgp

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I haven't been on the Internet on a regular bases in the last 2 and half years.

 

I have made my move from Sacramento, California to Aberdeen, Washington back of

 

June 11, 12, 2007. It was for the Cloudy weather I like.

 

Since then I've only used the Library to access only important Internet access, that has limited my time from

 

60 minutes to 12 minutes. That doesn't allow me to get into message boards and other site boards for a lot of

 

reading and writing. And to make myself ... (Aware (Of) ... ) ... on the Internet. And to up-date much of the

 

previous sites I used to be on. I am now just getting myself on the Internet from starting up home service

 

and having it unlimited. Per Say! This is my return back to making myself known on the Internet.

 

Where is it at for me? I think best is to call it: Finding My Oasis In Uncertainties Of Ths World # 1

 

Obvously I'm unique and unconviental in the way that is 98% of this World is going.

 

98% in which others in this World make Life being in great Antithesis on me.

 

Antithesis = Opposite Direction of Interest and Ambitions to the point where it acts in

 

counteractions to where I like to go with my life. It's another kind of state of having Oppositions.

 

Many of course may not like complaints from others, but usually if most are in the popular concurrence's

 

of others. That means most can lay back with the flow in the current of such concurrence's.

 

Being only 2% different of the worlds popular flow ... (Those being in it ... ) ... assume themselves as concurrence, is

 

Antithesis to me. So when I like to gripe and complain. I certainly hate seeing myself allowing

 

98% of this kind of Popular Antithesis try to run me over in defeat. So I'm not suppose to have my say?

 

In so much of this ignorance, I'm much of a Nihilist. From that point though I like to be in the flow of Objective

 

Truths and finding our Abstract Passions that are created from ourselves that customizes what is

 

Objective Truths. This is what Evolution of Life is all about and means. I believe the world in its 98% has been in

 

Opposition / Antithesis to what is really Objective about this planet and the Universe.

 

I'm not able to afford and have the skills of being a Pilot. But my little fantasy of mine is being a Pilot with this

 

Life of mine. Life is Science. In the best of Technology, the ergonomics and engineering of our inner spaces

 

to go through places that are inhospitable and to make our spaces hospitable. Is a much better challenge

 

than how others waste it all on their own narcissistic challenges as in sports. And when life is over

 

what was discovered on Earth and in the Universe? I think such life has been a waste!

 

Was just living to genocide in conflicts so great? Why? Because this world thinks that the popular ignorance should

 

override most who are concieted and greedy? Why was Earth and the Universe giving us this

 

bit of life at the begin with? Maybe the answer that I get was that some supernatural being

 

Loves seeing life slaughter other life and make life genocide, because this is the sport that lies

 

in the envy to compete and conquor. Allowing the mysteries of life stay buried in its depths

 

and hidden spaces that would had given us an awe experience. Something there that would give us

 

that Oasis. A place of contentment. Finding that peace. It has the means to Inspire.

 

It's not in Politics either.

 

And so much more ... (Will continue .. )

 

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With a big broad smile and great pangs of comradary with the spirit that is you, .... *bow*

 

 

dude, i totally get what you are saying. But i will be damned if i could restate it well back to you.

 

Your feather falls pen their way deep into the very same irritations as i have.

 

Not the least of which is comunicaiton with those people who are not my peers.

 

WHY do humans seem to like their reaility this way? and WHY does it seem insane to them that, if they simply chose to... they might live the life triumphant? They could so easilly create thier finest disigns. Clearly they are creating those, which are not so great.

 

But it is in these moments that i remind my ego that i am not so perfect myself. And to continue thinking like this is my path of suffering....

 

Rose lined though it it.

 

IZM

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With a big broad smile and great pangs of comradary with the spirit that is you, .... *bow*

 

 

dude, i totally get what you are saying. But i will be damned if i could restate it well back to you.

 

Your feather falls pen their way deep into the very same irritations as i have.

 

Not the least of which is comunicaiton with those people who are not my peers.

 

WHY do humans seem to like their reaility this way? and WHY does it seem insane to them that, if they simply chose to... they might live the life triumphant? They could so easilly create thier finest disigns. Clearly they are creating those, which are not so great.

 

But it is in these moments that i remind my ego that i am not so perfect myself. And to continue thinking like this is my path of suffering....

 

Rose lined though it it.

 

IZM

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