The anguish I mentioned. It was exhausting coming up with art projects, street theatre, discussion cafes, sports events, you name it we tried it. But they didn't bite. You feel lonely when you evangelise as a sincere believer, because you are forced to encounter thousands of people who are surely destined for hell. It also reminded me of my family and friends who weren't believers, and I was praying as hard as I could for their salvation.