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AzariaC7

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About AzariaC7

  • Rank
    Doubter
  • Birthday 09/08/1999

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  • Website URL
    http://koyisharae.myknet.org/

Profile Information

  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Northwestern Ontario
  • Interests
    Lurking
  • More About Me
    Anxiety, OCD, Stress, Worrier, etc

Previous Fields

  • Still have any Gods? If so, who or what?
    Some sort of Deist/Agnostic.
  1. Regret what you've done in order not to go anywhere. I pretended to fall asleep in my bedroom and my mom came. It was already late for school and I regret not going, most of all I regret pretending to sleep. D:

  2. Not even Halloween yet and I'm already eating a lot of M&M's that was suppose to be given to trick or treaters. :/

    1. mymistake

      mymistake

      I can't resist heath bars or the skor candy.

    2. SilentLoner

      SilentLoner

      I'll be happy to, um, safeguard them for you :)

    3. crazyguy123
  3. My mom is thoroughly pregnant.

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    2. florduh

      florduh

      zomberina - that's disgusting.

    3. AzariaC7

      AzariaC7

      LMAO at both of you! You guys are funny. :)

    4. Thought2Much

      Thought2Much

      As opposed to partially pregnant?

  4. Embarrassing/funny family stories? what's yours? Well mine just happened. My parents both use the same account on Fb and one of my parents updated their status. I was like "cook for me when you get home" to my mom (she's out of the house) but I found out it was actually my dad updating his status. :L Hilarious. I bet he's laughing in the other room now! LOL

  5. So this week is hunting week (something we celebrate/hunt for stuff around here) and my mom said my aunt saw Sasquatch in some woods close by our town, possibly while hunting since a lot of people from here are/were hunting in the woods. My mom claimed the Sasquatch was really huge and had a gray color. Hmmm. :/

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    2. AzariaC7

      AzariaC7

      LOL yeah. Tbh, I don't really believe in it either.

    3. mymistake

      mymistake

      Funny how it's all rumors but nobody can get a pic on their smart phone. Everybody has a camera in their pocket these days.

    4. AzariaC7

      AzariaC7

      Lol yeah. I just wish those guys or whoever saw this alleged sasquatch would get a vid of it, at least. But hey, they were hunting for hunting week and wouldn't it be boring to bring something like a camera while hunting? If this is not true, then why make a lie? I just still wonder.

  6. I feel like I'll be punished for everything I do. :L Felt sort of left out today while hanging out with these girls so I went walking home in the rain.

    1. GypsyMoon
    2. mymistake

      mymistake

      I hope things get better for you.

    3. AzariaC7
  7. Have you ever ate hash browns with shredded cheese? :) Plan on eating that tonight.

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    2. crazyguy123

      crazyguy123

      I've never tried it before, but I think it sounds good.

    3. mymistake

      mymistake

      Ah, but what kind of cheese? I'd go for shredded sharp Cheddar mixed with graded Romano.

    4. AzariaC7

      AzariaC7

      Hm, I don't know what it is called sadly. :/ That sounds good! :]

  8. My little darling, I brought this forth just for you! I want you to read it everyday for a month. I want you to study the ridiculous book of Genesis over and over. You do NOT have to worry about the rest of the bible after you figure out that this first book is simply ridiculous. The whole book falls apart right there!! You do not have to believe in this tribal god anymore honey. All this material was written a very, very long time ago in barbarian days. Look at the old testament god himself? Human sacrifice was very popular back then, along with babies. The old testament god himself sacrificed a human for his sake? Dumb tribal god!!!. You get this girlfriend and you free yourself to make a happy life just for you. You are human. You will make mistakes. Brush yourself off, don't let anyone fill you with shame, hold your head up high and carry on!!!! That's my word for you tonight missy!!! hug sweetie!! I can't thank you enough.... Thank you so much. If I could pay you back a lot with your favorite things, I would. A hug, smile and a thank you would do for now. Much love and hugs!!!! I'm glad I met you and the others!
  9. Thank you so much Margee!!! I just felt a bit worried and had an OCD thought about Hell and eternal damnation just an hour ago, went to this site again and found this on the front page. =) You don't know how lovely you are. Chii migwetch to you and all the others on here. Much love. <3
  10. I am awkward lol. Jk, I feel like crap today.

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    2. AzariaC7

      AzariaC7

      @mymistake, sorry, I didn't see your comment! yeah, life is such a beautiful struggle. but I know it will. Ty. <3

    3. Margee

      Margee

      Sweetie,I just brought an old post back just for you to encourage you! ''A letter to the Young ones on EX-c''....

      I hope it helps honey. Hug

       

    4. AzariaC7

      AzariaC7

      Awwwww!! Thank you so much, you're too sweet and helpful. :) Thank you so much and to all the others on here. <3

  11. And I want to say that I've come back. I'm sorry I left such a complaining status. I wasn't trying to get sympathy or anything. I felt unwelcomed but I decided how much good people are here, so I wanted to come back here. I also wanted to say thank you, for helping me a lot, too. You guys helped me more than a lot. I've been a mess lately and I just wanted to come back. It's just that my fear of Hell keeps coming back. I'm starting to think it's a phobia or an obsession. So today I found a post on Facebook saying something like "Man has a vision of Hell, changes life, and thank you Jesus for taking my punishment" and I unliked the page fast. I jumped. Why am I such a scaredy cat when one mentions Hell? I'm so terrified that one time I even pulled out my hair out of frustration and fear. I'm not trying to get sympathy, just telling you guys how much I'm a whining, scaredy cat I am. I hope I'm not alone in this. I mean at how much scared I am. Have you guys ever been scared about something in Christianity? I always wanted to cease to exist when I die. And sometimes, I wish I never had been born. I'm such a mess. I'm jealous of those who got over their fear of Hell so fast. I bet they don't have anxiety as I do. Anxiety is worse, you know? I'm filled with dread and fear right now. I hope I'm not annoying you guys with all my whining and my fear of Hell, I just can't seem to control my emotions. It's hard when you're a 14 year old anxious kid.
  12. (Bye note: Bye guys. You helped me, but I'm leaving this site. Maybe I'll come back again but idk. It's just that I'm not really getting enough help and all... Just to let you know that I'm leaving. Have a good year.

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    2. AzariaC7

      AzariaC7

      I'm back guys. I'm sorry for all my whining. I really am.

    3. Deva

      Deva

      Its OK. Glad you are back.

       

    4. Overcame Faith

      Overcame Faith

      Glad you decided to stay.

  13. OK new topic, this time not about me being a worrywart or being a whiny scaredy cat. Have you guys ever had intrusive blasphemous thoughts or even Scrupulosity? I am struggling with both right now and my gosh(sorry for sounding like an annoying teenager), it is such a pain. I'm getting frustrated. I'm pretty sure I have OCD or something because I have to do certain things or chant stuff in my head to make the thoughts away. I'm kinda worried if God really is there, he'll hear my thoughts. :/ It's just that depressing. I'm scared of seeing Proverbs 4:23 and hearing "God knows what you think" and it makes my mental illness/anxiety worse. I also hope I'm not alone in this. I know I'm not with the Scrupulosity thing because I once saw a thread on here about it but now I can't find it. Lol.
  14. Ok, cool, I wasn't sure yet what was acceptable or not on this forum. I really like it so far. Well you could have been a bit more tactful about a certain grandmother but essentially you are right about Christianity and what it does to people. Christianity is voluntary slavery. Con artists use emotional hooks like the fear of hell to trick people into becoming his (or occasionally her) slave and "tithe" a portion of income for years or even life. We are former slaves who are trying to help new people struggling to get out of the slavery. Anger is to be expected but it passes when you get it out of your system. These days I only feel angry when a pastor/priest molested children or when Christians are doing real harm such as persecuting gays. I just don't like it when some Christians use the threat of an eternal, everlasting Hell to people they don't like such as unbelievers, gays, and people from other religions. Why do they need to scare the crap out of others? I don't want to serve a God who would burn people forever and I don't want to be around those who do harm and use threats of eternal hells.
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