After many adventures in different kinds of Christianity and also very intense New Age with Jesus mixed in, and a dramatic deconversion that nearly had me take my own life, I'm finding myself content with atheism. However, that doesn't mean I don't appreciate connection with nature and people. Quite the opposite! It only means I don't need anyone to dictate me on how to live and love, and as a result, life is more fulfilling.
I have DDNOS due to having had so many difficulties growing up. Feel free to drop me a line if you want to talk about dissociation in a peer to peer manner.
I'm a regular in the Discord Ex-C Chat room, but due to my time zone (+2 GMT) I may be a little hard to catch there.