Years ago, a friend of mine who is/was an agnostic told me he doesn't believe that there is a God that watches him all the time as it sounds creepy.
At that time, I was a strong Christian.
Recently, I saw a (funny) video in YouTube posted by an ex-christian showing the idea of God watching your every move. Indeed, it is creepy.
The likes of Joyce Meyer teaches how having even one selfish thought is wrong - but rejoice God knows your nature and chooses to forgive you.
This belief that God instantly becomes aware of every single thought I have messed up my head so much while I was a strong Christian. This belief literally ruins your peace and makes you say and do weird things.
I saw in an episode of Young Sheldon recently Sheldon saying to his Christian friend- 'Your religion just makes me feel worse about myself.' And the friend replies, 'That's how you know it's working.'