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  1. Thanks for the replies. I'm still having trouble letting go. There is a big part of me that feels like religion is BS but then there is this other part of me that feels like maybe some of it is correct. I grew up with a lazy catholic mother and most of my dad and my mom's side are still catholic to this day. I was never into it and didn't really "find God" until I got married to my ex-jerk. He was a sorry excuse for a christian and so was his family. His evangelic mother would always have something to say about what kind of wife I was to be to him by quoting the bible. I can say that as I look
  2. Thanks everyone. By the way, are there instructions somewhere to say how to quote someone or tag them like on Facebook? I tried the quote thing but don't know if I did it right. Also, can you"like" a reply without responding to it? Not quite sure how this works on this forum.
  3. I thought I had de-conversioned when I got involved with the new age / occult movement for 7 years. One thing that bothers me now is not understanding why I felt "called" last year to leave the new age life and come back to Christianity. Why did I feel the nudge to come back when I only ended up doubting it again? Why did I feel "cleaner" and more safe when I rid my home and life of new age / occult items? Confusing moments like this are when I can visualize a Christian telling me it's the devil confusing me. Moments like this are when the fear is strong. I don't want to be doing the wron
  4. Thanks for the replies. It's hard to let go of the fear of not believing. Yet believing makes no sense. Such a dilemma in my mind right now.
  5. I was raised sort of Catholic. You know, going to church on occasion, and Sunday school as a kid. I was abused by several people as a child and teenager. I have also endured A LOT lot of rejection from family and other people throughout my life. I got I married kind of young and became a Christian for 18 years with that marriage. My ex-husband abused me the whole marriage. My ex and his family kind of "perverted" the Christian faith for me by their actions (abuse, pornography, drugs etc). Other people in various churches, also helped to change my mind about being a Christian.
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