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Questioningone

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    Trying to find some.. I lost many
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    I’m female and was once a strong Christian

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  • Still have any Gods? If so, who or what?
    Unsure...agnostic

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  1. Yeah it’s just I have no support system they all just let me down..
  2. I’m still praying nightly and daily despite no answers. I ask for help and to stop things from continuously happening.. to stop the pain.. I ask for god to respond..I ask him to comfort me. Of course none of this happens .... I feel desperate and still somehow still believe inside. I just can’t stop this. What can I do..?
  3. Had this today “God has a plan for your life” “God will use this pain for good” that is wrong and false on so on so many levels... doesn’t indicate good or bad “plan”
  4. “God loves you” in some form of another. Sends off anger inside me
  5. “Be patient in suffering” tick tock tick tock..one year..two years... thrifty years of sexual abuse etc. Still. Be patient! This fucked me up
  6. Taken an interest crystals. I bought a rose quartz necklace. I tended to avoid crystals as I thought it was witch-ish but even during my Christian days I did buy a rose quartz bracelet. I wore it today. I’m also researching crystals in healing andtried to see my own aura. Yesterday it seemed blue and today bluish, pinkish and purple. I’m practicing. Going to buy a chakra bracelet sometime. I’m looking at it for healing. Probably waste of time and total bulls*** (ok yes it is) but I am experimenting. I’ve found the “mystical” world interesting since I was a kid. I also have been looking at my own birth chart. I used to be into those a lot and palmistry and graphology. If I had my own home I’d buy chimes, candles and crystals and dolphin ornaments and stuff like that. I’ve been drawn to rose quartz since I was a teen.. think because it’s my favourite colour. Actually it is a stone of my star sign too. Also found a neat kpop song I’m totally into.. listened to it on repeat
  7. Update. I’m finding it hard to remove god from my life. God filled a deep void I had in my heart a lot and nothing fills that now. I’m trying to find hobbies but nothing is working. I can’t be a Christian, it made me miserable every day and so upset. I’ve also been wondering what to do with all the bible studies and books, posters..etc I have got. Including bibles and posters even. Seems a waste to throw out. I had achieved a certificate as well.
  8. I’m sick of gmail, Facebook and everything like YouTube right now.. because I was subscribed to hundreds of Christian stuff and I’m bombarded with it daily. I have no energy to unsubscribe to them all. Get daily “memories” on Facebook of Christian stuff I posted, daily devotional..etc. I don’t know what to do....
  9. “God doesn’t give confusion... only Satan does” and? What is god doing about it? Nothing. Of course!
  10. For me it was a lot of unanswered questions I pushed at the back of my brain and what you wrote about ... same for me. I just then suddenly was like “this is it” and overnight I was no longer a Christian. I still think about god daily..fear he’ll and have guilt and stuff but feel such a weight off my shoulders now. It’s a load of bull. Nothing is consistent or matches up in the bible. I don’t believe god is loving or makes one happy at all. Didn’t make me happy.
  11. Those tv evangelists are the biggest con men..but they do it well.
  12. Christmas is so gag worthy. Stepfather watched some Christian stuff. Felt sick.
  13. https://bible.org/seriespage/4-elisha-and-two-bears-2-kings-223-25 ?? I mean..what? And this.. it triggers a sense of ptsd in me. Believe it contributed to religious ocd https://biblehub.com/matthew/16-24.htm https://biblehub.com/luke/9-23.htm And this it made me terrified and scared https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sheep_and_the_Goats apparently it’s good to be scared and terrified of god and shows a respect and you must be scared etc.. Some verses make me feel physically sick when I read them. It wasn’t ever a happy time for me.
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