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    Music, truth, nature
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    I was raised roman catholic in N.Ireland but am non practicing

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  • Still have any Gods? If so, who or what?

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  1. Im working with my therapist every week now trying to figure out how i move on. It was a bit of a curve ball for my therapist as she had never encountered anyone with my problem before. She is very much taken aback by the churches control.
  2. I do not believe im using her as a way in filling a void in my life. I absolutely love her through and through. But right now im trying to come to terms with the fact it will never happen. Made even more difficult by the circumstances where it wont happen...i.e. her belief in a fairy tale
  3. Was actually very emotional experience Karna. Got a lotta stuff out there. To be honest the therapist was a bit overwhelmed by my story but very sympathetic. Back later this week
  4. Sdelsolray wow really good music there
  5. Sdelsolray do you like Mark Knopfler?
  6. Im going to go see a therapist thursday
  7. I fell in love with this girl when i was 14. She has always been the one. Even though i got married to another woman who i also loved deeply. I think what makes it so difficult to break the ties is that you wait your whole life waiting on the girl of your dreams to fall in love with you, then she finally truely falls in love with me, but a complete fairy tale tells her no that it cant be.
  8. Im not sure why some of you guys think i need to see a therapist or counsellor
  9. Thanks guys i know you mean well. Yeah i compose music on guitar. Love being outdoors in nature too
  10. I guess i just didnt appreciate or realise how serious or deep this brainwashing went. Heartbroken all the same
  11. Thanks flordur for your honesty. Do you really think she is far removed from reality by this brainwashing. I know i ask naive questions but i really have had no exposure to this before and am really struggling to understand how ordinary sane intelligent people can be suckered in like this. Is it actually the case that she is yoked to this abusive husband forever...in this the 21st century?
  12. I hear what you are saying guys. Damn bloody religion ruining perfectly sane people. Good people. I never imagined it could do so much damage. Here i am, knowing that this girl will go back to a paranoid schizophrenic husband and be put in danger again. I wish i didnt care so much...but i do
  13. Btw we also laughed, flirted, hugged.
  14. But tinged with sadness. Says that she has too much too lose and must choose God over me. This despite saying she was in love with me. She said she will be married to her husband until he dies. Its gods law. She says even if it takes 20 years she believes god will fix him and cure him of paranoid schizophrenia. How do i possibly compete with that?
  15. Spent the day with her yesterday, a wonderful day
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