Larryd

Welcome. I understand the issue with parents, despite the fact my dad is not a minister technically he might as well be. It was expected of me from a young age to believe and act a certain way. Either that or eternal fire. That fucks up a kids mind. My sister is enabled by my parents ( lives with them with her 3 kids 7 and under and doesn't work,) but shes just a great Christian so its ok. I've never asked for anything from them in my life but I'm the black sheep. I will never force religion or beliefs on my kids. I get it, it's hard to break from that. But the freedom I finally feel at

Hey man, we all have issues we are dealing with from it, whether it was life long or not. It doesn't change the fact that we are all attempting to be free. Thank you for your story.

Thanks everyone for the responses. I'm going to look into some of the reading. Its given me something to think about

I agree, 100%. It was my childhood...

I still enjoy some Christian metal, mainly demon hunter and norma Jean. Some of the Christian stuff is just terrible though. Avatar has some good anti-Christian lyrics especially in smells like a freakshow. God in a casketGone for eternitiesWe've got no rules,No rules, no rulesI...God in a casketLost all authorityCome watch the foolsThe fools, the fools

Thanks LogicalFallacy, I'll give it a watch after my kids go to bed

One thing I have noticed reading various posts in here the last 2 days is how many of you dont fear hell. I do not believe in god, I do not believe in heaven or hell. But honestly, the idea of a real and physical hell has been ingrained or indoctrinated into me for 32 years. I remember believing in hell at 6 or 7(which is a really fucked up thing for a parent to do to a small child). So I still haven't shaken the fear of hell. It was my biggest fear during my years as a Christian as well. I was just looking for insight/advice on this and how many of you overcame it

My favorite is avatar, though I like all kinds of metal/hard rock. In flames, fleshgod apocalypse are also good ones among others. How about yourself?

Thank you all for the kind words and encouragement. It goes along way. I've been looking for this kinda community for a long time

Hi. I'm 32 years old, and I've been a Christian for....most of that. I grew up in a house where religion was life. Everything revolved around church, god and the works. I was homeschooled and indoctrinated from an early age. I prayed the sinners prayer at 5 or 6. Clearly, I did not understand it. Theres absolutely no way, but that's what I was supposed to do. I grew up, involved in church. Youth group. Had a best friend who was a super christian. Met my wife, my friend didn't approve of her so he made her feel not good enough and unvalued. We, obviously, had a falling out. It was at this