My name is Doug, I am 53. I was raised early on in the Pentecostal Church. At age 12, my family converted to the Lutheran Church-MO Synod where I was baptized and confirmed. Left in my early twenties because of its anti LGBT stance. This was the early 90s and no church was welcoming gay people then. Reform Judaism was and I converted in 1996. I no longer believe in any religion or god or gods. I do feel spiritual in nature and appreciate ritual. But I think I’m just done trying to find meaning in anything.