i strongly believe i am in the path of deconversion . However, due to the confusion around and having lived close to 32 years of my life as a religious person , I am finding it hard to get rid of the daily prayers, sunday mass etc . I am scared if letting go of these rituals will lead my life to misery which otherwise is pretty normal and satisfying . I am trying to read books from Sam Harris , Richard Dawkins , Dan Barker etc and putting in my best efforts to get a grip of it .
However can any one lead me to books or articles that would allow me to understand the deconversion journey better and can give me required belief and confidence to move forward.