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  1. This thread is to continue the questions/answers between @Christforums and @LogicalFallacy that were previously posted in the Rants subforum.
  2. I made this topic along time ago it's here: Hey Christians Heres A Bible Study For Ya I thought I would put the verses here so I would have them where I could find them and I wouldn't have to look threw the topic. Also more stuff is here: evilbible and SkepticsAnnotatedBible I NOTICE CHRISTIANS ON HERE SAYING NEW TESTAMENT VERSES IGNORING THE OLD LIKE ITS PASSED AWAY WELL LETS READ THIS VERSE: MATTHEW 5:18 [18] For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled. NOW ACCORDING TO THAT VERSE YOU GOT TO MIND THA WHOLE BIBLE. HAVE YOU GIVEN UP ALL YOUR POSSESIONS? SEEING THAT YOU HAVE A COMPUTER ID SAY NOT WELL READ THIS: MATTHEW 19:20-24 [19] Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. [20] The young man saith unto him, All these things have I kept from my youth up: what lack I yet? [21] Jesus said unto him, If thou wilt be perfect, go and sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come and follow me. [22] But when the young man heard that saying, he went away sorrowful: for he had great possessions. [23] Then said Jesus unto his disciples, Verily I say unto you, That a rich man shall hardly enter into the kingdom of heaven. [24] And again I say unto you, It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God. DO YOU LOVE YOUR MOTHER, FATHER, BROTHERS SISTERS AND YOUR LIFE? IF YOU SAID YES THEN YOU BETTER READ LUKE 14: 26 Luke.14: 26 [26] If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. HEY CAN I HAVE YOUR PAYCHECK? IF YOU DON’T DO WHAT I ASK READ: Matt.5 [42] Give to him that asketh thee, and from him that would borrow of thee turn not thou away. HAVE YOU EVER TRIED TO DEFEND YOURSELF IF SO READ THIS: Matt.5 [39] But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also. Luke.6 [29] And unto him that smiteth thee on the one cheek offer also the other; and him that taketh away thy cloke forbid not to take thy coat also. HAVE YOU LEFT YOUR FAMILY FOR GOD IF NOT READ THIS: Matt 19:29 And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life. IF YOU ARE A WHORE OR KNOW ONE HERES WHAT GOD SAYS TO DO "If a man take a wife and her mother, it is wickedness: they shall be burnt with fire, both he and they; that there be no wickedness among you." -- Leviticus 20:14 "And the daughter of any priest, if she profane herself by playing the whore, she profaneth her father: she shall be burnt with fire." -- Leviticus 21:9 "Tamar thy daughter in law hath played the harlot; and also, behold, she is with child by whoredom. And Judah said, Bring her forth, and let her be burnt." -- Genesis 38:24 "He that is taken with the accursed thing shall be burnt with fire, he and all that he hath. ... An d Joshua ... took Achan ... and his sons, and his daughters ... And all Israel stoned him with stones, and burned them with fire." -- Joshua 7:15, 24-25 WERE YOUR ANCESTORS SLAVES? DO YOU THINK IT WAS WRONG WELL BIBLE GOD SAYS IT WAS OK: Exodus 21:2 If thou buy an Hebrew servant.... Exodus 21:7 If a man sell his daughter to be a maidservant.... Exodus 21:20-21 And if a man smite his servant, or his maid, with a rod, and he die under his hand; he shall be surely punished. Notwithstanding, if he continue a day or two, he shall not be punished: for he is his money. Exodus 22:3 If he have nothing, then he shall be sold for his theft. Leviticus 22:11 If the priest buy any soul with his money.... Leviticus 25:39 And if thy brother that dwelleth by thee be waxen poor, and be sold unto thee.... Leviticus 25:44-46 Both thy bondmen, and thy bondmaids, which thou shalt have, shall be of the heathen that are round about you; of them shall ye buy bondmen and bondmaids. Moreover of the children of the strangers that do sojourn among you, of them shall ye buy, and of their families that are with you, which they begat in your land: and they shall be your possession. And ye shall take them as an inheritance for your children after you, to inherit them for a possession; they shall be your bondmen for ever. Ephesians 6:5 Servants, be obedient to them that are your masters according to the flesh, with fear and trembling, in singleness of your heart, as unto Christ. Colossians 3:22 Servants, obey in all things your masters according to the flesh; not with eyeservice, as menpleasers; but in singleness of heart, fearing God. 1 Timothy 6:1 Let as many servants as are under the yoke count their own masters worthy of all honour, that the name of God and his doctrine be not blasphemed. Titus 2:9-10 Exhort servants to be obedient unto their own masters, and to please them well in all things; not answering again; Not purloining, but shewing all good fidelity; that they may adorn the doctrine of God our Saviour in all things. 1 Peter 2:18 Servants, be subject to your masters with all fear; not only to the good and gentle, but also to the froward. THE BIBLE FULLY SUPPORTS CANNIBALISM SO JEFFREY DAHMER DID NOTHING WRONG SEE: "I also will do this unto you... You shall sow your seed in vain, for your enemies shall eat it." -- Leviticus 26:16 "And ye shall eat the flesh of your sons, and the flesh of your daughters shall ye eat." -- Leviticus 26:29 "And thou shalt eat the fruit of thine own body, the flesh of thy sons and of thy daughters." -- Deuteronomy 28:53 "And toward her young one that cometh out from between her feet, and toward her children which she shall bear: for she shall eat them." -- Deuteronomy 28:57 "Through the wrath of the LORD of hosts is the land darkened, and the people shall be as the fuel of the fire: no man shall spare his brother. And he shall snatch on the right hand, and be hungry; and he shall eat on the left hand, and they shall not be satisfied: they shall eat every man the flesh of his own arm." -- Isaiah 9:19-20 "And I will feed them that oppress thee with their own flesh; and they shall be drunken with their own blood, as with sweet wine." -- Isaiah 49:26 "And I will cause them to eat the flesh of their sons and the flesh of their daughters, and they shall eat every one the flesh of his friend." -- Jeremiah 19:9 "Therefore the fathers shall eat the sons in the midst of thee, and the sons shall eat their fathers." -- Ezekiel 5:10 "I will not feed you: that that dieth, let it die; and that that is to be cut off, let it be cut off; and let the rest eat every one the flesh of another." -- Zechariah 11:9 Sometimes the Bible just reports, often with apparent relish, cases of cannibalism. "This woman said unto me, Give thy son, that we may eat him to day, and we will eat my son to morrow. So we boiled my son, and did eat him: and I said unto her on the next day, Give thy son, that we may eat him." 2 Kings 6:28-29 "The hands of the pitiful women have sodden their own children: they were their meat." -- Lamentations 4:10 "Who pluck off their skin from off them, and their flesh from off their bones; Who also eat the flesh of my people, and flay their skin from off them; and they break their bones, and chop them in pieces, as for the pot, and as flesh within the caldron." -- Micah 3:2-3 "Heap on wood, kindle the fire, consume the flesh, and spice it well, and let the bones be burned. Then set it empty upon the coals thereof, that the brass of it may be hot, and may burn, and that the filthiness of it may be molten in it, that the scum of it may be consumed. She hath wearied herself with lies, and her great scum went not forth out of her: her scum shall be in the fire. -- Ezekiel 24:10-12 IF YOUR CHILDREN SIN AGAINST YOU YOU MUST KILL THEM: "If a man have a stubborn and rebellious son, which will not obey the voice of his father, or the voice of his mother, and that, when they have chastened him, will not hearken unto them: Then shall his father and his mother lay hold on him, and bring him out unto the elders of his city, and unto the gate of his place; And they shall say unto the elders of his city, This our son is stubborn and rebellious, he will not obey our voice; he is a glutton, and a drunkard. And all the men of his city shall stone him with stones, that he die: so shalt thou put evil away from among you; and all Israel shall hear, and fear." -- Deuteronomy 21:18-21 "He that smiteth his father, or his mother, shall be surely put to death." -- Exodus 21:15 "He that curseth his father, or his mother, shall surely be put to death." -- Exodus 21:17 Children who mock their parents will have their eyes plucked out by ravens and eaten by eagles. The eye that mocketh at his father, and despiseth to obey his mother, the ravens of the valley shall pick it out, and the young eagles shall eat it. -- Proverbs 30:17 Like Abraham, parents should be willing to kill their children for God. "And he said, Take now thy son, thine only son Isaac, whom thou lovest, and ... offer him there for a burnt offering.... And Abraham stretched forth his hand, and took the knife to slay his son." -- Genesis 22:2,10 God killed all the firstborn children in an entire country. "The LORD smote all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, from the firstborn of Pharaoh that sat on his throne unto the firstborn of the captive that was in the dungeon.... And there was a great cry in Egypt; for there was not a house where there was not one dead." -- Exodus 12:29-30 Sometimes God kills children for misbehaving "And he went up from thence unto Bethel: and as he was going up by the way, there came forth little children out of the city, and mocked him, and said unto him, Go up, thou bald head; go up, thou bald head. And he turned back, and looked on them, and cursed them in the name of the LORD. And there came forth two she bears out of the wood, and tare forty and two children of them." -- 2 Kings 2:23-24 Someday God will force parents eat their own children. "And ye shall eat the flesh of your sons, and the flesh of your daughters shall ye eat." -- Leviticus 26:16 "And ye shall eat the flesh of your sons, and the flesh of your daughters shall ye eat." -- Leviticus 26:29 "And thou shalt eat the fruit of thine own body, the flesh of thy sons and of thy daughters." -- Deuteronomy 28:53 "And I will cause them to eat the flesh of their sons and the flesh of their daughters, and they shall eat every one the flesh of his friend." -- Jeremiah 19:9 ANDREA YATES DID NOTHING WRONG FOR SACRIFICING HER CHILDREN GOD HAS TOLD PEOPLE TO DO IT IN THE BIBLE: What the Bible says about Human Sacrifice Genesis 22:2,10 And he said, Take now thy son, thine only son Isaac, whom thou lovest, and ... offer him there for a burnt offering.... And Abraham stretched forth his hand, and took the knife to slay his son. Judges 11:29-39 Then the Spirit of the LORD came upon Jephthah ... And Jephthah vowed a vow unto the LORD, and said, If thou shalt without fail deliver the children of Ammon into mine hands, Then it shall be, that whatsoever cometh forth of the doors of my house to meet me, when I return in peace from the children of Ammon, shall surely be the LORD's, and I will offer it up for a burnt offering. ... And the LORD delivered them into his hands. And he smote them ... with a very great slaughter. ... And Jephthah came to Mizpeh unto his house, and, behold, his daughter came out to meet him with timbrels and with dances. ... I have opened my mouth unto the LORD, and I cannot go back. ... And ... her father ... did with her according to his vow which he had vowed. ARE YOU HANDICAPPED GOD MADE YOU THAT WAY BUT YOUR NOT ALLOWED IN CHURCH Ex.4:11 Who maketh the dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? have not I the LORD? Lev.21:17-23 Whosoever ... hath any blemish, let him not approach to offer the bread of his God. For whatsoever man he be that hath a blemish, he shall not approach: a blind man, or a lame, or he that hath a flat nose, or any thing superfluous, Or a man that is brokenfooted, or brokenhanded, Or crookbackt, or a dwarf, or that hath a blemish in his eye, or be scurvy, or scabbed, or hath his stones broken; No man that hath a blemish of the seed of Aaron the priest shall come nigh to offer the offerings of the LORD made by fire: he hath a blemish; he shall not come nigh to offer the bread of his God. ... Only he shall not go in unto the vail, nor come nigh unto the altar, because he hath a blemish; that he profane not my sanctuaries. WHAT GOD SAYS TO DO TO UNBELIEVERS They are without God. "Whosoever ... abideth not in the doctrine of Christ, hath not God." -- 2 John 9 They are all antichrists. "For many deceivers are entered into the world, who confess not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh. This is a deceiver and an antichrist." -- 2 John 7 They should be shunned. Neither marry nor be friends with them. "Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? ... Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord." -- 2 Cor.6:14-17 They should be killed. "If thy brother, the son of thy mother, or thy son, or thy daughter, or the wife of thy bosom, or thy friend, which is as thine own soul, entice thee secretly, saying, Let us go and serve other gods, which thou hast not known, thou, nor thy fathers; Namely, of the gods of the people which are round about you ... Thou shalt not consent unto him, nor hearken unto him; neither shall thine eye pity him, neither shalt thou spare, neither shalt thou conceal him: But thou shalt surely kill him; thine hand shall be first upon him to put him to death, and afterwards the hand of all the people. And thou shalt stone him with stones, that he die." -- Dt.13:6-10 GOD IS SUCH A LOVING FATHER HE TRULY IS AND A PERFECT JUDGE OF HUMANKIND LETS READ ITLL MAKE YOU FEEL WARM AND YOUR HEART MELT LIKE BUTTER IN A FRYIN PAN Deuteronomy 28:53 And thou shalt eat the fruit of thine own body, the flesh of thy sons and of thy daughters. Exodus 12:29-30 The LORD smote all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, from the firstborn of Pharaoh that sat on his throne unto the firstborn of the captive that was in the dungeon.... And there was a great cry in Egypt; for there was not a house where there was not one dead. Numbers 21:6 And the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people; and much people of Israel died. Isaiah 49:26 And I will feed them that oppress thee with their own flesh; and they shall be drunken with their own blood, as with sweet wine. Malachi 2:3 Behold, I will corrupt your seed, and spread dung upon your faces. 1 Samuel 15:2-3 Thus saith the LORD of hosts ... Now go and smite Amalek, and utterly destroy all that they have, and spare them not; but slay both man and woman, infant and suckling, ox and sheep, camel and ass. Ezekiel 8:18 Therefore will I also deal in fury: mine eye shall not spare, neither will I have pity: and though they cry in mine ears with a loud voice, yet will I not hear them. ARE YOU DUMB ENOUGH TO DO THIS • Mk.16:17-18 "And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover." • Lk.10:19 "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you." IF YOUR CAAANITE JESUS WILL NOT HEAL YOU OR SPEAK TO YOU YOU’RE A DOG THAT SHOULD BEG FOR BREAD: MARK 7:24 7:24 And from thence he arose, and went into the borders of Tyre and Sidon, and entered into an house, and would have no man know it: but he could not be hid. (7:24, 31) "And from thence he arose, and went into the borders of Tyre." Ezekiel (26:14, 21, 27:36) prophesied that Tyre would be completely destroyed, never to be built again. But it wasn't destroyed and continued to exist, as shown by this verse in which Jesus visits Tyre. 7:25 For a certain woman, whose young daughter had an unclean spirit, heard of him, and came and fell at his feet: 7:26 The woman was a Greek, a Syrophenician by nation; and she besought him that he would cast forth the devil out of her daughter. 7:27 But Jesus said unto her, Let the children first be filled: for it is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it unto the dogs. "It is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it unto the dogs." Jesus initially refuses to cast out a devil from a Greek woman's daughter, calling the woman a "dog". After much pleading, he finally agrees to cast out the devil. 7:28 And she answered and said unto him, Yes, Lord: yet the dogs under the table eat of the children's crumbs. 7:29 And he said unto her, For this saying go thy way; the devil is gone out of thy daughter. 7:30 And when she was come to her house, she found the devil gone out, and her daughter laid upon the bed. JESUS IS OUR SLAVEOWNER YES MASTER JESUS: LUKE 12: 49-50 12:47 And that servant, which knew his lord's will, and prepared not himself, neither did according to his will, shall be beaten with many stripes. 12:48 But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more. 12:49 I am come to send fire on the earth; and what will I, if it be already kindled? 12:50 But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am I straitened till it be accomplished! 12:51 Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division: JESUS IS COMING BACK EVEN THO WHAT HE SAID TO HIS DECIPLES SEEMS LIKE A LIE: Verily I say unto you, There be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the Son of man coming in his kingdom." -- Matthew16:28 "But I tell you of a truth, there be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the kingdom of God." -- Luke 9:27 "Verily I say unto you, All these things shall come upon this generation." -- Matthew 23:36 "Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled." -- Matthew 24:34 JESUS HEALED THE BLIND RIGHT WELL HIS DAD SHUNNED THEM God makes people blind. "Who maketh the dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? have not I the LORD?" -- Exodus 4:11 Sometimes he even makes animals blind. "In that day, saith the LORD, I will smite every horse with astonishment, and his rider with madness: and I will open my eyes and ... smite every horse of the people with blindness." -- Zechariah 12:4 And he'll make you blind too if you don't follow the Old Testament's laws. "The LORD shall smite thee with madness, and blindness, and astonishment of heart." -- Deuteronomy 28:28 You should ask God to make your enemies blind. (It worked for Paul.) "Let their eyes be darkened, that they see not; and make their loins continually to shake." -- Psalm 69:23 "The hand of the Lord is upon thee, and thou shalt be blind. ... And immediately there fell on him a mist and a darkness; and he went about seeking some to lead him by the hand." -- Acts 13:11 But don't sacrifice blind animals to God. It is evil. "If ye offer the blind for sacrifice, is it not evil?" -- Malachi 1:8 Blind people cannot approach the altar of God. "Whosoever ... hath any blemish, let him not approach to offer the bread of his God. For whatsoever man he be that hath a blemish, he shall not approach: a blind man, or a lame, or he that hath a flat nose, or any thing superfluous, Or a man that is brokenfooted, or brokenhanded, Or crookbackt, or a dwarf, or that hath a blemish in his eye, or be scurvy, or scabbed, or hath his stones broken; No man that hath a blemish of the seed of Aaron the priest shall come nigh to offer the offerings of the LORD made by fire: he hath a blemish; he shall not come nigh to offer the bread of his God. ... Only he shall not go in unto the vail, nor come nigh unto the altar, because he hath a blemish; that he profane not my sanctuaries." -- Leviticus 21:17-23 DO YOU BELIEVE JESUS WILL DO THIS? "And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover." -- Mark 16:17-18 "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you." – Luke10:19 ABORTION IS OK IF GOD SAYS SO: Hosea 9:14 Give them, O LORD: what wilt thou give? give them a miscarrying womb and dry breasts. Hosea 9:16 Yea, though they bring forth, yet will I slay even the beloved fruit of their womb. Hosea 13:16 Samaria shall become desolate; for she hath rebelled against her God: they shall fall by the sword: their infants shall be dashed in pieces, and their women with child shall be ripped up. IF YOU CANT STOP SINNING CUT OFF BODY PARTS! If thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell. And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell." -- Matthew 5:29-30 (See also Matthew 18:8-9 and Mark 9:43-47) IF YOU HAD YOUR PENIS ACCIDENTLY RIPPED OFF YOUR DAMNED: Deuteronomy 23:1 He that is wounded in the stones, or hath his privy member cut off, shall not enter into the congregation of the LORD OK ALL YOU PEOPLE WITHOUT BALLS DON’T GO TO CHURCH NOW CUT SKIN OFF YOUR PENIS PEOPLE Exodus 4:24-25 The LORD met him, and sought to kill him. Then Zipporah took a sharp stone, and cut off the foreskin of her son, and cast it at his feet, and said, Surely a bloody husband art thou to me. Deuteronomy 23:1 He that is wounded in the stones, or hath his privy member cut off, shall not enter into the congregation of the LORD. Ezekiel 23:20 For she doted upon their paramours, whose flesh is as the flesh of asses, and whose issue is like the issue of horses. SPECIAL VERSES FOR WOMEN: Genesis 3:16 Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee. Isaiah 3:12 As for my people, children are their oppressors, and women rule over them. 1 Corinthians 11:3 But I would have you know, that the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man; and the head of Christ is God. 1 Corinthians 14:34-36 Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak; but they are commanded to be under obedience as also saith the law. And if they will learn any thing, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for women to speak in the church. Ephesians 5:22-24 Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the saviour of the body. Therefore as the church is subject unto Christ, so let the wives be to their own husbands in every thing. Colossians 3:18 Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as it is fit in the Lord. 1 Timothy 2:11-15 Let the woman learn in silence with all subjection. But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence. For Adam was first formed, then Eve. And Adam was not deceived, but the woman being deceived was in the transgression. Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing. 1 Peter 3:1 Likewise, ye wives, be in subjection to your own husbands. WOMEN WHO HAVE PERIODS ARE SINNERS STOP HAVING PERIODS IT’S A SIN! What the Bible says about Menstruation Leviticus 15:19-30 And if a woman have an issue, and her issue in her flesh be blood, she shall be put apart seven days: and whosoever toucheth her shall be unclean until the even. And every thing that she lieth upon in her separation shall be unclean: every thing also that she sitteth upon shall be unclean. And whosoever toucheth her bed shall wash his clothes, and bathe himself in water, and be unclean until the even. And whosoever toucheth any thing that she sat upon shall wash his clothes, and bathe himself in water, and be unclean until the even. And if it be on her bed, or on any thing whereon she sitteth, when he toucheth it, he shall be unclean until the even. And if any man lie with her at all, and her flowers be upon him, he shall be unclean seven days; and all the bed whereon he lieth shall be unclean. And if a woman have an issue of her blood many days out of the time of her separation, or if it run beyond the time of her separation; all the days of the issue of her uncleanness shall be as the days of her separation: she shall be unclean. Every bed whereon she lieth all the days of her issue shall be unto her as the bed of her separation: and whatsoever she sitteth upon shall be unclean, as the uncleanness of her separation. And whosoever toucheth those things shall be unclean, and shall wash his clothes, and bathe himself in water, and be unclean until the even. But if she be cleansed of her issue, then she shall number to herself seven days, and after that she shall be clean. And on the eighth day she shall take unto her two turtles, or two young pigeons, and bring them unto the priest, to the door of the tabernacle of the congregation. And the priest shall offer the one for a sin offering, and the other for a burnt offering; and the priest shall make an atonement for her before the LORD for the issue of her uncleanness. Leviticus 20:18 And if a man shall lie with a woman having her sickness, and shall uncover her nakedness; he hath discovered her fountain, and she hath uncovered the fountain of her blood: and both of them shall be cut off from among their people. ACCORDING TO THIS VERSE YOU CANT GO NEAR A WOMEN WITH A PERIOD. WOULD U MIND IF I ASKED IF YOU HAD A PERIOD SO I WONT GO NEAR YOU. HOW STUPID! Ezekiel 18:5-6 But if a man be just, and do that which is lawful and right, and hath not ... come near to a menstruous woman..... GOD CREATED GOOD AND EVIL IT SAYS HERE: Isa.45 [3] And I will give thee the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places, that thou mayest know that I, the LORD, which call thee by thy name, am the God of Israel. [7] I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these thing HERES SOME MORE BIBLE STUDY FOR CHRISTIANS: HERES A VERSE ABOUT EUNUCHS PEOPLE WHO WILLING WENT THREW CASTRATION FOR GOD. Matthew 19:12 "For there are some eunuchs, which were so born from their mother's womb: and there are some eunuchs, which were made eunuchs of men: and there be eunuchs, which have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven's sake. He that is able to receive it, let him receive it." THE TENTH COMMANDMENT SAYS DONT COVET A NEIBORS MAN SERVANT OR FEMALE SERVANT. DONT COVET PEOPLES SLAVES. Exodus chapter 20 The tenth commandment: TEN: 'You shall not covet your neighbor's house; you shall not covet your neighbor's wife, nor his male servant, nor his female servant, nor his ox, nor his donkey, nor anything that is your neighbor's.' GOD TOLD THEM TO KILL EVERYONE BUT THE LITTLE VIRGIN GIRLS TO KEEP FOR THEMSELF. IMAGINE BEING A LITTLE GIRL WIFE OF A SOLDIER WHO KILLED YOUR PARENTS. Numbers 31:17-18 (King James Version) King James Version (KJV) Public Domain 17Now therefore kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman that hath known man by lying with him. 18But all the women children, that have not known a man by lying with him, keep alive for yourselves. Numbers 31:17-18 (New International Version) New International Version (NIV) Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society 17 Now kill all the boys. And kill every woman who has slept with a man, 18 but save for yourselves every girl who has never slept with a man. KILL THE CHILDREN IF GOD SAYS TOO 1Samuel: 15:3 So go now and strike down the Amalekites. Destroy everything that they have. Don’t spare them. Put them to death – man, woman, child, infant, ox, sheep, camel, and donkey alike.’” BLESSED ARE THE CHILD MURDERERS: Psalm 137:9 How blessed will be the one who grabs your babies and smashes them on a rock! Guess how old people could get married in the biblical days and verses support it heres a quote from a rabbi: (Said Rabbi Joseph, "Come and take note: A girl three years and one day old is betrothed by intercourse. And if a Levir has had intercourse with her, he has acquired her. And one can be liable on her account because of the law prohibiting intercourse with a married woman. And she imparts uncleanness to him who has intercourse with her when she is menstruating, to convey uncleanness to the lower as to the upper layer [of what lies beneath]. If she was married to a priest, she may eat food in the status of priestly rations. If one of those who are unfit for marriage with her had intercourse with her, he has rendered her unfit to marry into the priesthood. If any of those who are forbidden in the Torah to have intercourse with her had intercourse with her, he is put to death on her account, but she is free of responsibility [M.Nid. 5:4]. Sanhedrin 7/55B [132]) BY INTERCOURSE! I MEAN THINK ABOUT IT. NOW LOOK AT THIS VERSE: Numbers 31:17-18 "Now kill all the boys [innocent kids]. And kill every woman who has slept with a man, but save for yourselves every girl who has never slept with a man." NOW THERE IS DEBATE THAT IT WAS MISTRANSLATED AND RABBI MEANT 13 BUT DOES THAT MAKE IT OK DOES IT MAKE THE VERSE I SHOWED YOU LOOK NICER? This goes so well with my other topic why Christians suck
  3. I was on a forum for people of all religions and ever forum I get on this Christian is spewing his bile. I also been reading my old topics on this forum and other peoples topics and too see a Christian say oh we are going too hell bla bla bla makes me just have too write a rant lol I decided it's been too long since I have ranted on religion and I thought well I will probally say what I already have lol I been accused of repeating myself Oh well here goes 1. Christianity sucks cause it claims it's the only true religion I can't stand this about Christianity do they really think they are the only one who has ever made that claim? Finding a damn jar with scrolls in it with writing saying stuff about God does not make it true! If God had stood before the whole world and announced Christianity is the true religion then there wouldn't be a billion diffrent religions. You think Jesus is the only damn person in history whose ever said they are God? You think Moses is the only person thats ever wrote a book saying God told him too write it? Who is God? What's God look like? and What did God say too the world? There is over a billion diffrent answers too that question! People say it's prophecies has come true...So fucking what...you don't think others have predicted stuff that was gonna happen? Unless you personally talk to God then everything else is gossip to me. I'm tired of listening too what preachers, books, christians and ever other religion claims. If God has something to say to me let him say it too me. 2.The Bible has stuff in it only a Christian could believe yet they think we should believe it If you wasn't raised a Christian and picked up a book that said man came from dust and a woman from a rib, Then a talking snake told them to eat a fruit of the tree of knowledge damning them for all eternity, Then read about Moses parting a sea, Noah putting ever animal that exists in a ark, Jesus was born from a virgin, walks on water, and God crucified him to save the world you'd laugh at it. The bible has in it human sacrifices, slavery laws, stoning people, it has been used too support slavery, witch burning, killing homosexuals, persecuting people of other religions and bombing abortion clinics God also supponsingly knows all past, present, future..so he'd know that what ever he created would burn forever in hell. He also instead of just forgiving us like a loving father would do gave his only son too be whipped and sacrificed on a cross. What if on the news you heard about a man that had two kids, one sinned and the man killed him too forgive the other one? 3. Christians persecute people Tell me this is what people following a loving God would do: 1. Took land away from Native Americans, Gave them blankets with small pox, The Christian goverment took kids too put in schools where they wasn't allowed too speak their language or practice their beliefs, 2. Took people from Africa to make slaves, sold husbands from wives, sold kids from their mothers, raped women, then when slavery was outlawed made it where they couldn't used the same fountains, toilets or even be on the sidewalk with a white person in some places. The bible fully supports slavery. (Exodus 21:20 (New American Standard Bible) 20"If a man strikes his male or female slave with a rod and he dies at his hand, he shall be punished.) Just one of many examples. 3. Some missionarys preach too starving people overseas, make hospitals, schools and you must convert too be helped. 4. I know people who have had kids took away, lost jobs, heard of people being killed, and been kicked out of apartments cause they were of another religion. 5. Matthew Shepard was killed for being gay, Tempest Smith hung herself cause Christians harrased her for being a Gothic Witch, Gwen Arujo was killed for being a transvestite, Bobby Griffith threw himself off a bridge cause his mom disowned him cause of homosexuality and many others have been killed. All because people were taught being this way is wrong. If you want too believe it's a sin too be gay, transvestite or a witch fine go ahead live your life! but What gives you the right to persecute people who don't want to live your life. People want to talk about islamic terrorists bombing the world trade center it's a horrible thing but Christians why don't you look up bombing abortion clinics, Klu Klu Klan, Lynching, Salem Witch Trials, Jesus details not known No one knows when Jesus was born, what race he was, what he looked like or anything. Notice the bible is written by people other than Jesus, The Catholic Church hand picked books from thosands of books and monks hand wrote what was accepted. Your just reading what ever the church wants you too know about. How do you know they didn't put stuff in there that wasn't there? and how do you know for sure Matthew for example wrote word for word what Jesus said? Ever looked at a Catholic bible and a King James Bible the Catholic bible has books it don't have. Lots of people want too act like God was standing in the room when they made the bible and Made sure what goes where went there but that is not what happened. Where was God? 1. Where was God when the world trade center was crashed into? 2. Where was God when preists molest kids? 3. Why does God cause earthquakes, tornados, disease, handicaps and hurricanes 4.Where was God when the Amish kids got shot to death Oh, it's cause Adam and Eve ate the forbidden fruit and damned the world. That's pretty fucked up to allow all that just cause Adam and Eve ate from God's fruit tree. Don't say pray God shows me the truth either. I wrote a letter to God I have in my blog called "dear God" I think it's about 3 years old. He has not answered it yet! He never answers to people just read the testamonies here...Don't you think God should have helped people who were loosing their faith in him. Why are their Atheists? Ever wondered why God would just let someone not believe in him? I know if I was God I would show myself and say hey I exist! Why if God had a revealed religion would he allow people too think differently of him. Don't say free will cause God could still come and Say this is what I want you too do but you don't have too. Freewill is a joke in Christianity it's choose my way or burn in hell. If I held a torch too you and said obey me or burn to death would you call it freewill or a threat. Christianity is dangerous, untrue and it sucks!
  4. The Lord has healed me!!!!! Yes that's right folks. I've been touched by the healing hands of God. GLORY!!!! Praise the Lord. Bless the Lord. Amen. Amen. Not. No. My "healing" came about by sacrificing 2 months pay, all my sick leave and all my annual leave, to spend hundreds of dollars travelling back to the mainland and my family to spend further hundreds of dollars to be treated by a physiotherapist who knows all about physiotherapy - one whom I have used before. She did well, restoring my back to what I would call 95%. Since then, and my return home, I've been seeing the local chiropractor. Man I wish I wasn't so skeptical, or should that be afraid, of chiropractors to start with. My back is now 99.5% better. As an added bonus, the receptionist, who is also the chiro's daughter, is HOT. I've been going to the gym to workout and swim (physiotherapist's orders). I've discovered that gymnasia are handy, because of the general nature of gymnasia, being indoors, you can do excercise without getting rained on or blown away in bad weather, like what we're having now. It was good to catch up with The Family (ie uncles & aunts & families) after nearly 5 years of self imposed exile. My mother probably spent those years praying and begging for God to reunite her son with her husband. Then, when I arrived at an aunt's place to stay, my mother, acting under the Holy Spirit, betrayed my trust and told her husband that I was back in town. So he drives out of his way between work and home past the house where I'm staying, and sees me sitting on the front porch. So he stops, get's out of the ute, and comes over to see me. By this stage i was ready to run away, but my aunt, who was sitting with me, tells me to just stay put, so I do. My father approaches, climbs the stairs, we hug, Italian family style. Too many confusing emotions. Always on the edge. Ready to run. Ready to fight. Anyway, I could sense a change in him. He certainly wasn't taking me for granted any more. He was on his best behaviour. I reckon he knew that if he screwed it up this time, he would never see me again. I reckon mother would have gone back to her church that sunday and told everyone of the wonderful thing God had done in reuniting her son with her husband. If I could respond to this it would be in this way: At what cost? What did it cost her? 10 seconds of prayer every now and then? What did it cost me? 8 months of unmitigated pain? Hundreds of dollars on incompetent (non) professionals? Thousands of dollars lost in lost income? Paying rent on a flat I'm not living in for 2 months? Immessurable cost in lost experience, lost social life, lost life? I love my mother, but sometimes... Anyway, that allowed me to catch up with his brothers + sisters + their families (ie, uncles, aunts + cousins). Man it was good to catch up + see what had changed and what hadn't. Mostly mostly waistlines really... (lol). All my baby cousins have grown up! (and some are quite teh hotne550rz?!?! Make good gf/bf for others I suppose). I caught up with a friend in Melbourne on the way back home. I also made some new ones, I think, including a reasonably hot, and intelligent, chick! Went for a Sat morning ride down Beach Road for old times sake. Everytime I goto or pass through Melb. lately, it just gets better and better. Went to NZ for easter weekend. Needed to get away. Didn't get everything done/go everywhere I wanted to. Not enough time. Still, worth every cent. I think I'm catching the travel bug. I've now been considering my options for the future. Needless to say, the future has never looked so good.
  6. Fuck my back hurts. It fucking hurts. I just can’t fucking think straight any more, it’s so fucking painful. The cause is scoliosis, apparently. I've been seeing a physio for the past 2 months, it's kind of working, but… I’d just wish someone would actually massage and work the painful muscles! I saw a masseur recently, based on the recommendation of some work colleagues, who swore a masseur would really do the job. They said he’ll really dig into and work those offending muscles, but, instead, he just rubbed over the top of them. Alas, as it always is with me, it didn’t feel any better afterwards. It didn’t feel worse, until today. Now the pain is super concentrated around the spine. I can feel “switched off” muscles in my back. I just want someone to get into them, work them, allow the circulation to return and the nerves to switch back on, rather than just pussy-foot around with them and with excuses as to why they can’t work them. When I’ve had this problem before, the physio (a different one in a different part of the country) has never hesitated to massage the buggers. and guess what, it worked. Every time I get a little ahead - and when I get ahead I mean ahead of where I was, not ahead of others, god no – life/god/luck/fate/whatever hurls absolute shit at me. I get fit – my fitness is taken away through this fucking energy sapping painful back. I start a business – all my confidence and motivation to run it disappears and so does the business. I start a business – I lose my fitness. I lose my fitness – my back hurts. My back hurts – it depresses me. I’m depressed – I can’t meet no women. I get a full time job – God inflicts intolerable, soul destroying pain on me. I need my health fund card to claim benefits – the card disappears the instant I need it. I need to do excercise to help fight/solve the back problem, but the back gets so painful that it saps all my energy away so I can't do any excercise (another pointless catch 22). And so on… Whenever I get a little happy, or there is the threat that I may experience happiness, life/god/luck/fate/whatever comes in with his big holy fucking cricket bat and repeatedly smacks me in the head with it. Then when I'm convulsing on the ground, the beatings continue. It’s as though happiness is a sin and God will do whatever it takes to prevent me from committing it.. Funny, God will permit me to masturbate, but not to be happy.
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    The door is still open.

    This business of mine sux. These well meaning more experienced “mentors” tell me to do things in certain ways because it will make my job easier. I then go and do these things and guess what, lo and behold, it actually makes my job harder. Man I’ve had enough. I called “the boss” last week (not Bruce Springsteen), the bloke who runs the business I once did contract work for. Instead of offering myself again as a contractor, I offered myself as a full time worker. I can’t remember the exact words, but he said something like he was quite “delighted” to have me back, especially as a full time worker. Thank God for that (note irony). I am supposed to call him tomorrow to arrange a meeting to presumably discuss the usual pre-work discussion stuff. That is a moment of happiness in an otherwise despair filled month. Bushwalking… I went for a bushwalk on the weekend. It was a really nice walk. It was my first with the local walking club. I was expecting to be the youngest there, as most are retired or semi-retired folk or at least the more mature of our society. I was cool with that. I just wanted to walk this local track without getting lost, with someone who actually knows where it goes. About a dozen folk turned up, mostly middle aged and older, as expected. Everything was fine, everything was cool. As we’re standing in a circle in pre-walk discussion this car pulls up and out pops this nice fit nubile young girl – all by herself. Oh fuck, here we go again. She was new. It was her first walk with the club too. She was from interstate, here for a month. I tried not to be nerdy. I really did. I tried not to be “myself”. Why the hell would I want to be myself? I’ve tried being my nerdy insecure self and it never works. I tried to be confident, funny, etc. I’m not sure if it worked. Actually, I don’t think it did. At one point I agreed to take her walking to a particular place we had been discussing and she seemed keen to go. But then as the afternoon progressed and came to a close, I could see it all going wrong. I left awkwardly without exchanging contact details. I might try to contact her through the club this week. Invite her along. Though previous experience strongly suggests that an outcome of complete and utter failure is assured. Please pray for me. (note irony)
  8. Why I’ve almost never had a girlfriend, and probably never will. I’ve been looking at threads + posts on these forums regarding women, dating, virginity + nice guys. It’s saddened me to once again remind myself of how much of a “nice guy” I am, or was, or still am. When I say “nice guy” I mean it in the nicest possible way (read: worst possible way). When I was growing up I swore I would never be like my father. I would never be the violent, angry, physically + verbally abusive person he was (and still is). I was half successful in not being like him. I’m not violent, angry or abusive, at least not towards others. But I continue to be like him in other unfortunate ways: I’m insecure, I lack confidence, and I often worry about what others think of me. I’m not that bad. At least I can make decisions for myself, even if they are often wrong, I can cook + clean + do my own chores, I don’t need to enslave a woman or child to do these things for me. (“That’s why I had you kids, so you could do things for me!”) I used to be “interested” in certain women, all through high school and university. “I’m obsessed with such-and-such” I’d say to my friends at high school. But I couldn’t do or say anything to “such-and-such”. With a face as acne infected as mine was, I knew what any response would be already. One girl found out “through the grapevine” that I was interested in her and she let me know in no uncertain terms that nothing would ever happen between us. I wrote another girl a letter. She wrote back saying “thanks but I already have a boyfriend up north.” Even when I had the courage to “ask a girl out”, or “declare my interest” the answer was always and unequivocally “NO!” (always expressed in terms of “just friends/thanks/I’m flattered/boyfriend somewhere else.”) Then Christianity came along….. “JESUS WILL HEAL YOU!” “JESUS WILL HELP YOU!” “JESUS WILL SAVE YOU!” “JESUS WILL CHANGE YOU!” “It doesn’t matter that you’re not good enough because JESUS IS GOOD ENOUGH!” Jesus will find me a wife, I thought. Yeah! He’ll answer my prayers like he promised and find me a nice Christian wife. We could raise a nice Christian family, and we could share our Christian love with each other, and the world. After all, the bible is full of references to how good marriage is and how much better than being single it is and how great it is to find a partner. (Pr 5:18-19, 18:22, Eccles 4:9-12, Song of Songs, Eph 5:25, etc) Bullshit. Whenever I tried to ask a girl who I knew from church out, or “declare my interest” the answer, again, was always and unequivocally “NO!” (again, always expressed in terms of “just friends/thanks/I’m flattered/boyfriend somewhere else.”) “Same shit, different day”, so to speak. Jesus didn’t heal me, help me, save me or change me, and, of course, I was never good enough. I’m not a people person. I don’t “go out”. I’m not into joining clubs, although I have joined a couple, none of which, incidentally, have any women near my age, and, on the rare occasion that they do, no matter how hard I try, I always fuck it up. I even moved to a different part of the country where I could more easily get away from people. (Actually I moved so I could chase a woman I was interested in. I stayed because of the other reason, among others.) I had a “girlfriend” for two weeks. I “got” her by trying to be the exact opposite of everything I was up to that point. I was cocky, secure + confident. But then my insecurities began to show themselves, without me even knowing it. Within two weeks I’d managed to say something so hurtful that it pretty much ended the “relationship” then and there. I tried to apologise, but she “read between the lines.” She could see the insecurities in me that I couldn’t see. Back to depressing normal.
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    Stupid laptop!!!!

    GAAAAAHH!!!!!!! I have a very very VERY STUPID LAPTOP!!! Haven't even had the stupid thing a year and the stupid thing is breaking down on me! It keeps overheating and shutting down on me!! And it's taking less and less time to overheat! I was only on it an hour and a half today when I had to shut it down because of overheating! GRRRRR!!!! How the HELL am I supposed to write final papers on it if it keeps overheating on me?!?! At least I'm able to get on to the library/lab computers... Got that set up the FIRST time it overheated when I had a paper due that day. The only problem is that the school's computer system must have two types of pop-up blockers, and I can only access the IE one, so I can't use AIM Express.... Grrrrrrrrrrr....
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    The Long Road To Normality

    I went to a pub tonight, all by myself, for the second week in a row. I had a pint of Guinness, for a second week in a row. Although this week it was much better as it was out of a tap rather than out of a can (different pub, different town), and it was also 2 bucks cheaper and it actually filled the glass. The pub, the local “Irish theme pub”, was fairly quiet though. Early in the night perhaps? (about 9:30pm). A few nice young ladies passed through the pub. But I was in no position to say anything. And that wasn’t the goal of my being there tonight, which was to simply get used to being in a pub on a Saturday night. I walked up the road passed another pub which I suspected would be busy, and it was. I didn’t go in though as I’m still intimidated, when alone, by reasonable numbers of drinking party people in a pub and this pub doesn’t serve Guinness anyway. If I had a friend with me I would have gone in. I was there before on New Years Eve with a friend/acquaintance who was more local than me, and had some pretty hot friends, but I was too pissed to make any sort of impression. Oh the irony. When I’m sober and thinking straight, and most able to engage in stimulating, intelligent conversation, I don’t yet have the confidence to approach and talk to women, but when I’m drunk, I have the confidence (who wouldn’t) to initiate conversation with even the hottest, most desirable of women, but, quite simply, I’m drunk!
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