Admin webmdave Posted May 15, 2007 Admin Share Posted May 15, 2007 Sent in by Philippe It just hit me. After 2 1/2 years of faith and devotion, I'm feeling burned out. It just hit me. For almost 2 weeks now, I don't pray like I used to. It just hit me. After meeting with Baptists, Anglicans, Adventists, Christadelphians, Unted Church of God members, etc. I am now completely lost about my faith and beliefs. It just hit me. I miss watching horror movies, listening to rock music, reading books about dinosaurs and astronomy. It just hit me. I no longer believe... well, I mean, I no longer believe what some people want me to believe. Is there a God? Can't prove it, nor I can't affirm that he (she !?!?)doesn't exist. I think the most important thing is what we do with our life: how we can help others, how we can improve our behavior, how we can be better persons. Perhaps I see myself now as an agnostic. All I know is that I don't believe anymore in the Christ of the Bible. Maybe Jesus really existed (but the proofs are hard to find), maybe he was a really great man... Maybe. But since I wasn't there when he lived, I do not know if he really existed at all. I feel sad and happy at the same time. Sad because some members of my wife's family will be disappointed, perhaps angry ("Satan got into you!"); happy because I feel relieved. To monitor comments posted to this topic, use .http://exchristian.net/testimonies/2007/05...ust-hit-me.html Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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