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It just hit me.


After 2 1/2 years of faith and devotion, I'm feeling burned out.


It just hit me.


For almost 2 weeks now, I don't pray like I used to.


It just hit me.


After meeting with Baptists, Anglicans, Adventists, Christadelphians, Unted Church of God members, etc. I am now completely lost about my faith and beliefs.


It just hit me.


I miss watching horror movies, listening to rock music, reading books about dinosaurs and astronomy.


It just hit me.


I no longer believe... well, I mean, I no longer believe what some people want me to believe.


Is there a God?


Can't prove it, nor I can't affirm that he (she !?!?)doesn't exist. I think the most important thing is what we do with our life: how we can help others, how we can improve our behavior, how we can be better persons.


Perhaps I see myself now as an agnostic. All I know is that I don't believe anymore in the Christ of the Bible. Maybe Jesus really existed (but the proofs are hard to find), maybe he was a really great man...




But since I wasn't there when he lived, I do not know if he really existed at all.


I feel sad and happy at the same time. Sad because some members of my wife's family will be disappointed, perhaps angry ("Satan got into you!"); happy because I feel relieved.


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