DamnedSoul Posted August 15, 2011 Author Share Posted August 15, 2011 Get hippie friends. They accept and love everyone. Seriously. I'll pass. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DamnedSoul Posted August 15, 2011 Author Share Posted August 15, 2011 I'm a self absorbed mentally ill prick who apparently enjoys spewing words of hate towards the people who, for whatever reason, actually care about me. I am a fucking disgrace to humanity. I am truly ashamed of the person I have allowed myself to become. This has to stop. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Noggy Posted August 15, 2011 Share Posted August 15, 2011 Get hippie friends. They accept and love everyone. Seriously. I'll pass. I'm a self absorbed mentally ill prick who apparently enjoys spewing words of hate towards the people who, for whatever reason, actually care about me. I am a fucking disgrace to humanity. I am truly ashamed of the person I have allowed myself to become. This has to stop. See a similarity? Stop being so goddamn judgmental, you prick. Hippies are wonderful people. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DamnedSoul Posted August 15, 2011 Author Share Posted August 15, 2011 Get hippie friends. They accept and love everyone. Seriously. I'll pass. I'm a self absorbed mentally ill prick who apparently enjoys spewing words of hate towards the people who, for whatever reason, actually care about me. I am a fucking disgrace to humanity. I am truly ashamed of the person I have allowed myself to become. This has to stop. See a similarity? Stop being so goddamn judgmental, you prick. Hippies are wonderful people. Your post appeared sarcastic. To the point, I'm sure some of them are. EDIT: Damn, nothing I'm saying is coming out right. By "I'm sure some of them are" I MEANT I'm sure some hippies are good people. NOT that I'm sure some of your posts are sarcastic. I just now noticed it looks like I was saying that. I wasn't. Alright, fuck it, let me start this post over: Your post appeared sarcastic to me, which was half of the reason I replied the way I did. I'm sure there are a lot of good people who happen to be hippies, so I'm not saying anything against them personally. But, that aside, I am not a hippie. But for anyone who is, more power to them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chosendarkness Posted August 15, 2011 Share Posted August 15, 2011 I'm a self absorbed mentally ill prick who apparently enjoys spewing words of hate towards the people who, for whatever reason, actually care about me. I am a fucking disgrace to humanity. I am truly ashamed of the person I have allowed myself to become. This has to stop. I think a lot of people have those kind of feelings, but most don't really do anything about it. They stay depressed or start using drugs and drinking, or go from one kind of fundamentalism to another. What are you going to do about it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DamnedSoul Posted August 15, 2011 Author Share Posted August 15, 2011 I think a lot of people have those kind of feelings, but most don't really do anything about it. They stay depressed or start using drugs and drinking, or go from one kind of fundamentalism to another. What are you going to do about it? I'm going to see how the medication does, try to distance myself from my "self", change my habits and attitudes, and get a new life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chosendarkness Posted August 16, 2011 Share Posted August 16, 2011 I'm going to see how the medication does, try to distance myself from my "self", change my habits and attitudes, and get a new life. [/quoted] I'd like to 'get' a new life too but it seems I'm always having to give it to myself. But I know what you're saying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kaiser01 Posted August 16, 2011 Share Posted August 16, 2011 try not to feel sorry for yourself Damnedsoul it will only make you feel worse. be a vigilanty and decide for yourself what you want to be in life and dont stress over who you are not. if you want to treat people better try reading some stuff from say Ghandi or other good historical figures, they ussualy have good incite on how to treat people. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DamnedSoul Posted August 16, 2011 Author Share Posted August 16, 2011 try not to feel sorry for yourself Damnedsoul it will only make you feel worse. be a vigilanty and decide for yourself what you want to be in life and dont stress over who you are not. if you want to treat people better try reading some stuff from say Ghandi or other good historical figures, they ussualy have good incite on how to treat people. There's a difference between being pissed at yourself and feeling sorry for yourself. I've been guilty of that before, but I don't do a lot of it now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DamnedSoul Posted August 16, 2011 Author Share Posted August 16, 2011 I've begun to see, this is something I'm going to have to do on my own. I have to search within myself and find a way to overcome my inner demons alone. Besides, I doubt anyone wants to see anything else I have to say. I've made a public fool of myself, and if I could go back, I never would have done that. I thought I was doing the right thing at the time, but I was wrong. With that said, I'm done. Goodbye. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chosendarkness Posted August 16, 2011 Share Posted August 16, 2011 I've begun to see, this is something I'm going to have to do on my own. I have to search within myself and find a way to overcome my inner demons alone. Besides, I doubt anyone wants to see anything else I have to say. I've made a public fool of myself, and if I could go back, I never would have done that. I thought I was doing the right thing at the time, but I was wrong. With that said, I'm done. Goodbye. Just remember sometimes going to a professional for treatment is a way to help yourself, Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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