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I deconverted on the 2nd of November, 2013. It's been a month. And I can't believe how free I feel. I have so much wonder for the world now. I love life.

 

I can acknowledge how things REALLY are, instead of twisting the facts to suit my agenda. I'm not scared of the truth. And that means I want to find out everything.

 

I'm not scared of sex anymore--I have no plans for it anytime soon, but I'm not scared of it anymore.

 

I now have a huge desire to find out how we got to where we are, and to contribute to making humanity a better species in the future.

 

Yeah, I've got problems, I'm a bit angry and messed up, I still have difficulties, and I'm still closeted and that sucks, but guess what? For all that, I can breathe. I can work through my problems with time.

 

Screw God, give me some of that agnosticism! I am so. Fucking. FREE.

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Good on you!

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clap.gif  Freedom--It's a great feeling for sure!  Good for you!  The anger and messed up feelings will lessen with time, til one day Wendymagic.gif They're Gone!   (No magic involved though, some of it can be a heluva lot of work!)   Glad you're in such a good state of mind!

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Congratulations! Yeah, that high is fantabulous. You can now have lots of creative sex (no more procreation-only rule!), watch porn, masturbate, watch/read whatever you want, swear, spend Sundays being someplace other than church, and explore other spiritualities. I've been out for four years and it's still great. Someday, you get the freedom without the negativity.

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I deconverted on the 2nd of November, 2013. It's been a month. And I can't believe how free I feel. I have so much wonder for the world now. I love life.

 

I can acknowledge how things REALLY are, instead of twisting the facts to suit my agenda. I'm not scared of the truth. And that means I want to find out everything.

 

I'm not scared of sex anymore--I have no plans for it anytime soon, but I'm not scared of it anymore.

 

I now have a huge desire to find out how we got to where we are, and to contribute to making humanity a better species in the future.

 

Yeah, I've got problems, I'm a bit angry and messed up, I still have difficulties, and I'm still closeted and that sucks, but guess what? For all that, I can breathe. I can work through my problems with time.

 

Screw God, give me some of that agnosticism! I am so. Fucking. FREE.

"Balance" is a good word.  Balancing your time among work, sleep, family and intellectual, physical and emotional pursuits is a challenge, and can be enjoyable.

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So I completely forgot I posted this until now--just want to thank everyone for their congratulations :)

 

Austere.

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Yaay for you!!! Woot! yellow.gifwoohoo.gifyellow.gifwoohoo.gif

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