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yunea, February 25, 2015 in Pinned Ex-Christian Life
Oh my, now I've got a lot of listening to do.
Not a lot comes to mind right now, but I can say that after a long and deeply depressing process of deconversion, things finally started looking up at the start of this year when I realized I wouldn't go back if I could. Now my feelings might best be described by what I'm listening to now, Debussy's Clair de Lune (
(Also, it amazes and shames me to think that once I sang this with passion and sincerity, wishing for the end of the world and the punishment of the wicked [otherwise known as regular people]:
Fix Me - 10 Years. This was a bit of a personal battlecry for me during my deconversion
This one's not about deconversion, but it conveys all the emotions I've experienced in mine. "Sweet Nothing" by Florence Welch and Calvin Harri"It isn't easy for me to let it go
'Cause I've swallowed every single wordAnd every whisper, every sighEats away this heart of mineAnd there is a hollow in me now
So I put my faith in something unknownI'm living on such sweet nothingBut I'm tired of hope with nothing to holdI'm living on such sweet nothingAnd it's hard to learnAnd it's hard to loveWhen you're giving me such sweet nothingSweet nothingSweet nothingYou're giving me such sweet nothing
And it's not enoughTo tell me that you careWhen we both knowYour words are empty airYou give me nothing!"
This one by Fear Factory describes how I felt when i was struggling with my faith back in 2007.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KU0HxcXnX7U
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