Do you ever that what happened to me moements, about past actions?

[Myrkhoos]

I frequently do, like, where was I? What happened? Like I was in a dark, unconscious place, in a sort of trance or naivite.

[Wertbag]

On 6/6/2019 at 6:25 PM, Myrkhoos said:

I frequently do, like, where was I? What happened? Like I was in a dark, unconscious place, in a sort of trance or naivite.

Having day dreams is normal, especially when you are bored or tired. It will get worse with bad diet, bad sleep or stress. If it happens constantly to the point you struggle to function then you may have attention deficit disorder (ADD). This can be helped with counselling and medication. 

[Geezer]

At my age just remembering what I had for breakfast is often a chore,......or if I even had breakfast. 

[Weezer]

On 6/6/2019 at 1:25 AM, Myrkhoos said:

I frequently do, like, where was I? What happened? Like I was in a dark, unconscious place, in a sort of trance or naivite.

Like Wertbag, I also suggest you discuss it with your doctor if it continues.

[DanForsman]

Are you possibly going through a period of considerable stress? Your losing focus to this extent can be dangerous, for example, when driving. You should take this seriously and resolve whatever issue or medical problem is causing you to enter into these altered states before something seriously bad happens.

[Myrkhoos]

I see I have been grossly misunderstood. Possibly the phrasing was also misleading.

 

I was talking about believing stupid things. As in how could I have believed that or did that ritual. How c

15 hours ago, DanForsman said:

Are you possibly going through a period of considerable stress? Your losing focus to this extent can be dangerous, for example, when driving. You should take this seriously and resolve whatever issue or medical problem is causing you to enter into these altered states before something seriously bad happens.

How could I have bern so naive, credulous. Tha trance, unconscious dark place was a metaphor. 

[DanForsman]

I see it now. The important thing is you're not going into trance like states. Yes Christianity steals your good judgment like a magician and when you figure that out it leaves you wondering like where have I been all this time.

[Myrkhoos]

                 And anyway, going to doctors and therapists, plus my own research, I cam to the conclusion am dealing with some childhood issues,which have been severly accentuated to the point of complete mental and physical breakdown by religious practices and thought patterns that I, and I need to emphasize this because it is not everyone s experience, have done and experienced in the last years. 

                 I see now that that deep existential and identity searching process and questions are quite natural, with their whole set of sometimes disturbing experiences of grief, doubt, confusion, anger, fear, etc.

 

 

[DanForsman]

3 hours ago, Myrkhoos said:

                 And anyway, going to doctors and therapists, plus my own research, I cam to the conclusion am dealing with some childhood issues,which have been severly accentuated to the point of complete mental and physical breakdown by religious practices and thought patterns that I, and I need to emphasize this because it is not everyone s experience, have done and experienced in the last years. 

                 I see now that that deep existential and identity searching process and questions are quite natural, with their whole set of sometimes disturbing experiences of grief, doubt, confusion, anger, fear, etc.

 

 

 

[DanForsman]

Marlene Winell has done so much good research specific to many of the things you talk about. If you haven’t already do yourself a favor and get a copy of her book, “Leaving the Fold”. https://www.google.com/search?q=Marlene+Winell+videos&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&hl=en-us&client=safari&dlnr=1&sei=jIUPXaDkGbHd9APho7KIAQ&stick=H4sIAAAAAAAAAONgVuLRT9c3zEguNDIxszB7xOjJLfDyxz1hKYdJa05eY7Ti4grOyC93zSvJLKkU0uFig7KUuASkUDRqMEjxcaGI8OxiYgvLTEnNL17EKuqbWJSTmpeqEJ6Zl5qTo1AGFgcA-ezAgX0AAAA&ictx=1&ved=0ahUKEwjBgrW_4f_iAhUoHjQIHeZlBN4Qw_oBCHc