Everything We Know About God...
Earlier today, I was having an argument with a friend of mine in my brain. Since I haven't come out with my Deconversion to anyone but you all on this site, I can only have conversations with people in my head. Crazy, right?
Well anyway, I am going to be meeting a friend of mine for lunch in the next couple weeks and I am seriously considering telling him I have left the cult. In my "conversation" with him in my head, I got to thinking about how anyone knows who God is or what he is. And I think I have it boiled down to this:
Everything this entire world knows about god either comes from your brain, your brains interpretation of the bible, someone else's brain, or their interpretation of the bible.
This certainly isn't earth shattering information to most of you, but if you really think about it, this is profound. No one has ever seen god. No one has ever seen him do anything (at least not that they can verify). God is entirely a construct of the human brain. And our brains are not even perceiving the reality we see correctly.
Over the past few weeks, I have been spending time contemplating the concept of confirmation bias and the role it plays in the beliefs of so many people in maintaining their belief in god. The more I read and think about it, the more I am amazed at how much my own confirmation bias shapes my world and the things I learn and believe. Its truly amazing. It is so easy to see how my own brain messes with the reality in which I live. And I accept it as truth.
The crazy thing about this is that 99% of all Christians have no idea what confirmation bias is and how it affects their lives. They live their mundane lives believing that everything they see that they cant explain is god. Without question. As I am writing this, I am even now wondering if christianity is about brainwashing or if its about confirmation bias. I suspect a little of both. Maybe even a little bit of Stockholm syndrome thrown in for good measure.
Getting back to my main point, we know that there are no original manuscripts of any book in the bible. Most scholars believe that the majority of the books of the bible were written by unknown persons. Based on these two facts alone, why anyone would put their faith in anything the bible says to be true is crazy. If I wrote a book today and used a pen name, told of wondrous exploits of god in my life, would anyone really buy it to be true and from god? Probably not. But most American's accept the bible to be true and the inspired word of god. Why?
Once again:
Everything this entire world knows about god either comes from your brain, your brains interpretation of the bible, someone else's brain, or their interpretation of the bible.
Listening to lectures on the psychology of belief and understanding how our brains really work and how free will cannot possibly be true, I understand that most people in the U.S. will never come to this realization. They will never understand the truth about themselves. They will never understand the truth about where their idea of god comes from. Truthfully, they don't want to know. They want to live in the bliss they have constructed in their minds. Its human nature to do so. Who wants to learn that everything they have believed their whole lives is hogwash? Who wants to accept that reality isn't what they thought it was. Who wants death to be the end?
Its a harrowing fact to learn and a more difficult one to accept and live life with, as I am finding out more and more each passing week. But knowing the truth is liberating too. Its given me a true purpose. I value my life more now than I ever did before. I made changes to my lifestyle to improve my health. I am getting ready to make important changes to my retirement planning. Buying a home and taking care of my family is now, more than ever before in my life, the most important thing to me. No Jesus goggles to distort my perception of what my life should be. Its all me now, baby. And I like it. Its a bit scary at times, but I like being the master of my domain.
No Jesus, Know Peace. Know Jesus, No peace. I like it better that way.
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