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Diary Of A Food Addict: Renewal





Can't believe it has been over a year ago since I posted on this blog last.




Well, no, not really. I've actually made a lot of progress over the last 13 months, and made some permanent life style changes that I stuck with, and don't miss at all. As I am sure most of you remember, and if you don't just check out the gallery, I used to look like this.




Yeah, I was rockin' the scale at nearly 220 lbs (99.8 kg)..... Now, within about 4 months, I'd plateaued out, reaching 188lbs (85.3 kg). Looking like this.




And then I fell off the face of the planet, letting everything get in the way of me taking care of me. And I put the weight right back on.....


A lot has changed since May of 2014. For one, I am single now, and eliminated the number one cause of my stress eating. I also have been working a very physically demanding job that requires a lot of squatting, stomach crunching, lifting...all day long. I also changed my dietary habits to be a bit more Mediterranean, and have cut out red meat for the most part. I am nearly 100% red meat free, and will probably completely commit by this time next month as my body throws a fit when I do have a burger or steak once a week. I no longer crave beef at all. Chicken rarely so. Fish has been my absolute friend and companion, along with pork here and there.


But what about my number one go to friend in my fridge?




No, have not been able to give it up. I've come to realize I have a corn syrup addiction and that is why after cleaning my system of caffeine, I still felt like utter dog shit. So, I will continue for now, my soda consumption, though I do only have for part of the day now, instead of all day long. Coffee has become a favorite habit in the morning instead of fizzy sugar. Here's hoping I find a truly workable solution for corn syrup addiction!


It seems that I have found a good combination of exercise, diet, and alleviated a major stress situation. And since getting my own place back in October of this past year? Results have been good. Here is what I look like now.








I've gone from 220 lbs to 170 lbs (77 kg). I quite literally have been putting off going through my clothing the past few months because I just couldn't accept that I had actually made the change over, but I did this week. 85% of my wardrobe (including underwear dammit) is gone now, being too loose to fit. I even tried keeping a few pair of my size 16 waist jeans to use in conjunction with heavy thermals (I work outdoors). Still too loose. What I found really impressive is that I didn't just cut wait, I've built muscle. My arms are somewhat more toned, and I can feel the layer of muscle under my still semi poochy gut. I am at a point I know I can start toning and actually see the result, not just wonder where under the fluffy white marshmallow surface of my body I have definition.


Now to decide what to work on. The fat on my hips and abdomen has shrunk dramatically, but it's still fluffy stuff that looks horribly uneven now that I've dropped weight. I don't want to be all svelte and cut, I mean, I've had four kids and split my abdominal more than once. But a bit more less flumpy around the edges would be nice, right? This is going to be tough. How do you bust fat that is on a part of your body that has no muscle to work? All I can think is cardio.








Yeah, I still haven't dealt with my aversion to it.



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You have made some really good progress! It's always nice to read or hear about other people's success stories. I also liked the pics that went with it, especially the ones that show how far you have come. 


One of the things that caught my eye in the first image of you was how unhappy you looked in that one, but then in all of the rest, you seemed so much more confident and proud of yourself. That one change is probably the best part of the "before and after" photos.


Thank you for posting! Good luck with the cardio, which seems to be a least-favorite type of exercise for most people.

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What is considered the healthy range for your height-weight proportion, and are you aiming for somewhere in that range?

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Thank you for posting! Good luck with the cardio, which seems to be a least-favorite type of exercise for most people.


Yeah, I really, REALLY, don't wanna do it. I am thinking I might stick to focused toning first...see if I get any effect that way before I start a cardio plan....hahaha I know, it's unavoidable....

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