Raaaaaaant! Delicious Abuse And Ranting Ftw!

[Dirac]

Well, it's been a while since I posted here. So it's time.

 

ALL THAT FUCKING WASTED MONEY. THROWN DOWN THE DRAIN, NO CLAIMING IT BACK.

 

ALL THAT TIME SPENT NOT HAVING PRE-MARITAL SEX FFS!!!

 

ALL THAT WASTED TIME. I spent 23 years, for at least two hours a week, sitting in meetings singing to thin air and listening to EXTREME amounts of steaming bullshit. Assuming eight hours sleep a night, or a waking day of 16 hours, that time alone - and here I'm excluding additional prayer meetings, summer camps, Bible weeks and so on - amounts equivalently to sitting for NEARLY FIVE MONTHS OF MY LIFE PARTAKING IN TOTAL, SHEER, PURE, COMPLETE AND UTTER UNPOLLUTED BULLSHIT. I feel robbed, I FEEL ANGRY!!!!! AAAAAARGH!! PIRATES!!!!

 

ALL THAT INSUFFERABLE SELF-FLAGELLATION. All that time spent repenting for wacking off when I was a teenager, all that guilt for looking at porn. All that guilt for not praying enough, for not reading my Bible everyday. AAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

OK, this rant turned out to be not as long as I thought I needed. Feel much better already.

[SWIM]

Well, it's been a while since I posted here. So it's time.

 

ALL THAT FUCKING WASTED MONEY. THROWN DOWN THE DRAIN, NO CLAIMING IT BACK.

 

ALL THAT TIME SPENT NOT HAVING PRE-MARITAL SEX FFS!!!

 

ALL THAT WASTED TIME. I spent 23 years, for at least two hours a week, sitting in meetings singing to thin air and listening to EXTREME amounts of steaming bullshit. Assuming eight hours sleep a night, or a waking day of 16 hours, that time alone - and here I'm excluding additional prayer meetings, summer camps, Bible weeks and so on - amounts equivalently to sitting for NEARLY FIVE MONTHS OF MY LIFE PARTAKING IN TOTAL, SHEER, PURE, COMPLETE AND UTTER UNPOLLUTED BULLSHIT. I feel robbed, I FEEL ANGRY!!!!! AAAAAARGH!! PIRATES!!!!

 

ALL THAT INSUFFERABLE SELF-FLAGELLATION. All that time spent repenting for wacking off when I was a teenager, all that guilt for looking at porn. All that guilt for not praying enough, for not reading my Bible everyday. AAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

OK, this rant turned out to be not as long as I thought I needed. Feel much better already.

 

 

TIME is a comodity that so many people underestimate. People seem to value money more then time. It is amazing to me the folks working 12+ hours a day "for a better life", when LIFE is actually silently slipping away from them...

 

Time is given no value at all these days, odd because it is the one thing you cannot save up and bank for another day.

[HuaiDan]

You can always make more money. You can never make more time.

[PoeticLicence]

AAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Boy do I relate in the biggest way! That's a lot of years ... but I can only hope that coming out will present new opportunities for the future. Hang in there.